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Oct 21, 2006 10:12

i feel like....
those are such simple words that lead to something so bizarre or common or whiny. but either way, the "i feel like..." leads to a lot. i feel like i really liked ryan, still like ryan. i feel like i am partially to blame for it falling apart. i feel like i wish i was in his arms again. i feel like i love it when he called every night just to see if i was ok. but right now, i feel like my heart is aching. i feel like the edges of my world have blurred just a little bit. i feel like now i know i deserved more from the other guys. i feel like ryan could have been the ONE. i feel like i am goign out of my mind. i feel like my insomnia was because my brain wouldnt let me shut him out of my thoughts. i feel like i wish him the best while i hope that he comes back. i feel like i am to blame.
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