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i am definitely a little inebriated....hmmm......mthe peolple that i am with are binngs tinkng of stupid...wow...i caont even read what i am writing...why do they keep wanting me tolie down? thye are so silly....am i athien only one that is warm?!?!?!?!?!?!? no se......;hmm.... i wonder what i wi.ll think when i read this tomorrow morning....my fingers feel weiord typing. my whole bnody feels weaird starting with my eyes i wonder how long this entry will be considering i am not really sure of what i am writing.........damn this is really weird. why does thixs fee.l sop weord.//////////////////////////////those are supposed to be operidos.... but i cant rea.lly type rigbht now which is k,knd of fucked up and i really dont know what to do know about the whole situations. hoeful;ly they will be resolvedc for the betyter right? but what if the better is not what i want? what if what i want is not for the better but for what i am thinking in my head right bnow? who knows what it will be? i just hope for so many htings that may or may not happen in the future. i don tknow what it is about being drunk that makes you so sober in yor thoughts in your head. but it does. if only i could express teh emotions the wild pangs of hate and jealousy and love and sweetness that i feel at anyt bgiven moment. restraint, that is perhaps the biggest thign that could ever happene.....perhaps i guess
i don t know.
i don t know.