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sooo...i really need to learn to control myself when i am trashed. it was such a scary experience that last time. i just dawned upon the realization of how much shit i could have been in to.
scene: party at friend's friend's house at south davis. 3 boys from richmond...dont get excited..its norcal.
going-ons: my being drunk= my reaaally likign to make out.
this guy and i made out...he wanted more..i was on period so no. and i was like whatever because i was drunk or i would have been definitely not as interested. anyway. he kept wanting to go outside...lol polet: que the underlying messages..
i did go out with him a couple times but then my friend was going to kill me so i couldnt anymore. thank god for her. i later found out that he was sober....the whole night. which made it that much worse? because at least if he was drunk he was incapacitated too..but his whole agenda and very realistically achieving it was that he was sober and going to get laid...goddamit. so yeah definitely learned my lesson. will be careful. very careful...
scene: party at friend's friend's house at south davis. 3 boys from richmond...dont get excited..its norcal.
going-ons: my being drunk= my reaaally likign to make out.
this guy and i made out...he wanted more..i was on period so no. and i was like whatever because i was drunk or i would have been definitely not as interested. anyway. he kept wanting to go outside...lol polet: que the underlying messages..
i did go out with him a couple times but then my friend was going to kill me so i couldnt anymore. thank god for her. i later found out that he was sober....the whole night. which made it that much worse? because at least if he was drunk he was incapacitated too..but his whole agenda and very realistically achieving it was that he was sober and going to get laid...goddamit. so yeah definitely learned my lesson. will be careful. very careful...