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Sep 07, 2004 10:14

sorry tay; this needed to be written. no, i'm not beensliced.

~ miss, miss, miss. i don’t know what to say, other than to get your ass outside. you may be afraid, but make yourself. you need to look shit in the face, and move on. there’s scary stuff out there, i know, but you should just muster up some balls and go through life with a little bravery. i’m deathly afraid of going to school. right now, i’d rather be doing anything else than be leaving you, but i’m doing it because i know i need to. i love you, and i really don’t want you to just sit around and do nothing. i don’t want you to feel like you’re a “geek” because you’re definately not. you are my best friend, and no one could take that place. and i hope the same goes for me with you. but i want you to do other things while i’m gone. i’ll call you all the time still, and people may claim that we’ll slowly grow apart, but we never will. you are the most awesome person i know. you are my best friend as well as my sister, which makes you a balillion times better than anyone else. i love mom and stuff, don’t get confused, but you’re the one that i’ve been with for all your life. you’re almost as much my little one as you are her’s. sometimes i wish it could be me and you and mom again. we didn’t have any worries, or at least that’s how you and i saw it. we should run away and be together forever. i love us, and i love even more what we’ve become. if the world were depleted of every living soul except for our family (me, you, mom, ty and reed, and even chris.) i’d be completely content. i don’t know if there’s a god, but i know that that would be heaven. us all ok. i miss you, and you’re the greatest friend i’ve ever known, even if it did take me a minute to figure it that out. if we never end up getting married, we’ll live together forever and grow old together. i love you miss; don’t ever forget that.

~ again with the "you are my rock" thing. because it's oooooo so true. i love you so much, and i can't wait to come home and see you again. we took our pictures this weekend, and you cracked me up. you're hilarious! and you make the world go round.

~ you make my sides split at times. you can be the funniest person i've ever met. the loudest. and yet sometimes very shy and reserved. we met in school, and we were best friend like from there. i can't wait until you come visit me so we can go carytowning!!! we be friends forever i see. and i'm lovin' it!

~ mr. nobody. wow. i remember that! ha ha. well, let's stop thinking that. cause you're not! at least not to me. you've helped me a lot. a lot, a lot. and with four more years together, be prepared to do it some more. thanks!

lots of love to these individuals... seriously.
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