First Entry....
Well here goes nothing...my first entry into this journal thingy. I'm not a big journal type person but I think this will be a good way to get things off my chest since I don't really have anyone to talk to around here. So I'm gonna go ahead and apoligize to anyone who reads this because there will probably be a lot of complaining. I don't want to complain to my friends because first of all no matter how hard they try they really don't understand how hard it is to live down here all alone and i also feel ungrateful when I'm complaining. Anyways...today for some reason has been a really hard day. I feel more depressed today than I have in awhile. I think it's because my trip to Southlake is coming up and it's making me realize how hard it is living here and how much fun I would be having if I were there. Actually though I'm kind of scared about going back to Southlake. I know that a lot has changed back there and everyone has continued to go about their days like normal so Im worried that I'm gonna be left out when I get there. I have no doubt that everything with Blythe will be the same as always but with everyone else it's a whole other story. Oh well I guess I have to just wait and see.