god if i have to die you will have to die

[wrongxchords]

ive learned some things these past few days.... when i was coming to saskatoon like 20 min out, i picked up a hitch hiker. he was a skinny man named james. he told me he suffered from anxiety problems and depression. we talked about our days in elemntary school about being picked on and how it is still carried with us to this day. he got picked on mostly in highschool because he is gay. and me with my weigh. and we both thought it would be nice to tell all the peole who bugged us how it made us (and still) makes us feel. he helped me relise that if you love something ALOt...you fight for it. no matter how it looks to other, in your mind u know damn right its what you love and want to do.

another thoguht prevoking event... we went on a pub crawl for hurds b-day. and i deffinetly...DEFFINETLY do NOT belong in the bar scene. fuck that shit. paying 4 bucks for a drink is not appealing. the people are numb full of them selvs. the only good part of it all was drinking with my friends. but the shityest part was drinking with my friends. they kept asking me" what the fuck is wrong with you fucking smile man". and i got ditched. at some fucking bar and had to fucking walk home. THAT sucked. goddamnit. im just glad it all didnt last long and didnt have to stay at any sleaz-bag bar for over 1/2 hour. haha man, i just despise that shit
but anyway.. MONEEN SPARTA and ATTACK IN BLACK tonight. i need a kenny hug.

SLS