defeat really did taste nothing like you fucking said
jesus fuck. i looove being the center of attention in my own world. to be your own laughing stock of god damn everything. it seems these days people care more about going out for drinks and getting stoned and snorting coke than to just hang out and be sober.alllllllll my friends are doing it!!!!! maby i should just start up snorting blow again and smokin weed and drinking my god damn guts out so everyone is SOO FUCKING HAPPY. i dont get people. i never will. like fuck everyone. my goddamn birthday is tomorrow and i couldnt wish for anything more than just to be gone. vamoosh. vanished. away from the stars and moon away from the sun that causes the world to grow and people to burn.
"to go to the other side of morning" your life falls apart for a reason. row row row you gotta feel your soul.
im seeing things happen in my mind that "arent" happening. in my dreams.when i close my eyes. when i hear the cold wind blow threw 70 years old trees that have more stories than the wisest man. "
taxi from africa going in both directions. guitar player anchient line sayer
i can forgive my injuries in the name of wisdom.
everything bad is happening and i love it.
im just a paranoid person who is letting everything getting him down. accept it people. if not FUCK YOU YA COCK SUCKERS. fuck yourself and others. your guna love it once they rape you in the ass you unpationate pine trees. touch your thighs and watch death smile threw the clouds than are also designed to give you shade from the sun that makes u boil with exhaustin and dehigration. (guitar solo)
a view on life... BY ME and others!!!!!!:):):):)::):):):0:0:0;:)::)::):):)::)
death makes angels of us all. against me! said it best when they sang "when you sleep noone is lonely, you cant feel the hunger when u sleep, none is lonely in a dream" when your fingers bleed from the string penetrating the skin with passion you know it means something. an arcade game will make u forget whats happening outside. ie; death, bird of prey flying high, your local priest touching a child, gorge bush bathing in the blood of the innocent. kids dressed in military uniforms sent out to fight something they dont understand. "CHOOSE THE SIGN OF YOUR DAY". the ocean is our stomach it will help you feel like you have a purpose. the land is our brain. the ideas of new things come alive in the depths of the sea when the titanic sank. the issue of world war 2 is simple. those men fought for our lives. wether you a fucking pasifist or not those men gave us what we fucking have. if daniel johnstonm jim morrison, kurt cobain and john lennon ruled the world no ones would have to worrie about starving or heartache. those 4 would have you covered. oh an oprah. even tho she is so fucking comercial. (YOU ARE NOT AWKAE) the most cherished memories in life are ones spent with your friends (yea the ones who tend to fuck you over with a blind fold on) i love shaunna. i love her so much i think the worst. i love you babe. more than you will ever know. always remember that. you r my best friend. and the only one who will remotly understand this post.
im sorry everyone. see yah' when i see yah'
just remember what i told a dear friend the other day when he had one fo the shityest things ever happen to a human being...........:
"the first step to remebering is keep all the evidence, cherish who you are and what you can accomplish, learn to grow with the lessons life gives you"
"to go to the other side of morning" your life falls apart for a reason. row row row you gotta feel your soul.
im seeing things happen in my mind that "arent" happening. in my dreams.when i close my eyes. when i hear the cold wind blow threw 70 years old trees that have more stories than the wisest man. "
taxi from africa going in both directions. guitar player anchient line sayer
i can forgive my injuries in the name of wisdom.
everything bad is happening and i love it.
im just a paranoid person who is letting everything getting him down. accept it people. if not FUCK YOU YA COCK SUCKERS. fuck yourself and others. your guna love it once they rape you in the ass you unpationate pine trees. touch your thighs and watch death smile threw the clouds than are also designed to give you shade from the sun that makes u boil with exhaustin and dehigration. (guitar solo)
a view on life... BY ME and others!!!!!!:):):):)::):):):0:0:0;:)::)::):):)::)
death makes angels of us all. against me! said it best when they sang "when you sleep noone is lonely, you cant feel the hunger when u sleep, none is lonely in a dream" when your fingers bleed from the string penetrating the skin with passion you know it means something. an arcade game will make u forget whats happening outside. ie; death, bird of prey flying high, your local priest touching a child, gorge bush bathing in the blood of the innocent. kids dressed in military uniforms sent out to fight something they dont understand. "CHOOSE THE SIGN OF YOUR DAY". the ocean is our stomach it will help you feel like you have a purpose. the land is our brain. the ideas of new things come alive in the depths of the sea when the titanic sank. the issue of world war 2 is simple. those men fought for our lives. wether you a fucking pasifist or not those men gave us what we fucking have. if daniel johnstonm jim morrison, kurt cobain and john lennon ruled the world no ones would have to worrie about starving or heartache. those 4 would have you covered. oh an oprah. even tho she is so fucking comercial. (YOU ARE NOT AWKAE) the most cherished memories in life are ones spent with your friends (yea the ones who tend to fuck you over with a blind fold on) i love shaunna. i love her so much i think the worst. i love you babe. more than you will ever know. always remember that. you r my best friend. and the only one who will remotly understand this post.
im sorry everyone. see yah' when i see yah'
just remember what i told a dear friend the other day when he had one fo the shityest things ever happen to a human being...........:
"the first step to remebering is keep all the evidence, cherish who you are and what you can accomplish, learn to grow with the lessons life gives you"