Duets and Duels [edited]
She came back!
I was starting to think I’d have to go through the rest of my existence without my sitar!
Such sweet music we shall make.
[Private, Easily Hackable]
… I miss my heart. Well, I don’t miss it exactly, you have to be able to feel to miss something. But I wish I had it. It’s… like hunger. You know something’s missing, that you need something… like an instinct. But I know I’m not going to find it in this discordant place.
But more than that… my music sounded better when I had my heart. I still play because... I have to. I guess even without a heart, a musician still craves some things. Now, I’m sure I’m still the best on this little world (except for that V fellow perhaps, but I’m sure that if anything it’s a tie) but I know I used to rock so much harder.
So, I keep trying to feel. I just… can’t. I remember what it was like… but that’s all there is. Memory. The closest I get to feeling is when I play.
And… I’m still unsure as to what to think about what happened.
That Kairi girl is…. So nice. There’s no reason for her to be. Not to me, anyway. I’m… I think I’m confused. No, I can’t be confused. I just don’t know what to do, or what I should do. She treats me like… a friend. Even though she knows I can’t… can I?