they said she died easy of a b/r/o/ke/n/ heart disease
i really odn't know how much longer i can stand to do all this to myself...my best friend has practically fallen off the fac eof the earth..she obviously doesn't care becaz she really hasn't made an effort to make things better again so i guess neither will i...and then HIM my god he jsut likes ot hurt me on a daily basis, and if i could just stop caring i wouldn;t have to worry but for some reason i can't i've realized i get attached to people way too easily and the two of them are proving it.. maybe if i could be a little bit more independent i could be a little happier but you know what forget this i'm done this is so stupid