awkward silents

[wrokstarr]

why does it have to feel this way, why does it have to be like this? my hands shake as my heart breaks i had u once but u were lost i miss you like nothing else my love is endless could never break off its hard to speak hard to live hard to care..no its not! why is it like this maybe you forgot im loving you here and im loving you know if anything was harder id rather not. i cant help the way i feel i wish it would stop, i hate this so much but all is lost. ill never get you back i dont know why i try maybe its because you ment somthing you know i could never lie you told me once "we will see each other again" isnt true love... never to end looks like it did, but its hard to move on knowing your there and not with me, i cant stop thinking how did it fall apart looking to the moon it shot through me like a dart. you said to me that we would have to be apart. sitting alone in the dark and cold memories fade your smile was short hopeing you will read this and rethink what you thought this wasnt ment to be long just a quick note, i miss you so much like wind without a sailboat you know i love you im guessing you dont care though everything we have been through ill always be there, you'll stay in my heart forever and true i just need you to know that i love you.

Emma Thomson
18/10/2004
1:09am