let's pretend.
i've been sitting here for thirty minutes flipping through cds, different tracks, trying to find the ``right`` song. do any of y'all find yourself trying to find the one song that perfectly fits the mood? i think i've settled on one now, not sure.
i know i've been ``missing in action`` lately. with all due honesty i have been loaded with my work. i don't mind though. i work on the project on average seven hours a day and afterwards i head on over to the studio and teach a class. i really wanted to do a few more, but right now i don't have the time. of course then there's the solo time that we all need sometimes. i snatch the stereo, play the jam, and do the moves.
i think this is why i don't really have close relationships with anyone, especially women. i mean i've dated on and off, but my focus always wanders back to dance. i don't know if my priorities aren't straight or if i just haven't found the right woman to give my full attention to. i know that sounds harsh, but it's not meant to be.
i can honestly say that i've never been in love. i have had potential canidates, but it never pans out. i don't know. lately i've been talking to a small group of folks, when i have the time that is. this including, cameron, christina, and katie.
britney and i don't talk much, but i think it's awkward for her as well as those around her. i don't blame them, but i don't feel guitly about it either.
i'm drawn to this girl and i'm not sure if it's momentary infatuation or if it could be something worth looking into. i won't give names. my personal life isn't something i think other people need to know about. i guess i'll just take it one step at a time and see, eh?
heh. by the way, this person who keeps ``trying`` to be the center of attention? c'mon mate. you're looking like an idiot.
take care guys and gals.
i know i've been ``missing in action`` lately. with all due honesty i have been loaded with my work. i don't mind though. i work on the project on average seven hours a day and afterwards i head on over to the studio and teach a class. i really wanted to do a few more, but right now i don't have the time. of course then there's the solo time that we all need sometimes. i snatch the stereo, play the jam, and do the moves.
i think this is why i don't really have close relationships with anyone, especially women. i mean i've dated on and off, but my focus always wanders back to dance. i don't know if my priorities aren't straight or if i just haven't found the right woman to give my full attention to. i know that sounds harsh, but it's not meant to be.
i can honestly say that i've never been in love. i have had potential canidates, but it never pans out. i don't know. lately i've been talking to a small group of folks, when i have the time that is. this including, cameron, christina, and katie.
britney and i don't talk much, but i think it's awkward for her as well as those around her. i don't blame them, but i don't feel guitly about it either.
i'm drawn to this girl and i'm not sure if it's momentary infatuation or if it could be something worth looking into. i won't give names. my personal life isn't something i think other people need to know about. i guess i'll just take it one step at a time and see, eh?
heh. by the way, this person who keeps ``trying`` to be the center of attention? c'mon mate. you're looking like an idiot.
take care guys and gals.