Little words
Today was not a very good day, just throwing that out there right now. I had a trig test today that I didn't know some of the stuff on it. Further more I have a world history test tomorrow, but I left my school bag with everything in it, so I cannot study for it. Don't get me wrong I do know most if the stuff on that test, I just feel like I'm not doing my best this year of high school. Maybe it's because I know I cannot get into the colleges I want to go to, so I've just given up subconsciously. But I'm still going to apply. Still going to do it. Still going to attempt. Still going to try. Still going to hope. Still going to live.
Maybe it's because my mom is SO stern in her I am not going to help you in this , that I can't even hope anymore. Recently, I have been mulling over being an English teacher. I do not want to be an English teacher in the slightest. I want to be a book editor, but most of all I want to be an author. More than anything. But I have been even doubting that these past few weeks, falling on my lowest of backups. An English teacher. So here I write this. I think I need to start writing poetry again because just writing this has made me feel a little bit better.
I leave you guys with a funny little thing that happened in World History today. We were playing jeopardy, and a question was asked about what document declared independence for its people. Keep in mind we are learning about the English civil war, french revolution, and American revolution. The girl answered declaration of rights of man. Fail to the max.
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