The day it exploded
has become yesterday
yesterday myu whole family found out i'm bi and suisidal but i'm not susidial anymore becuase i'm happy thay i don't have to lie to everyone of every second of everyday anymore and i don't care what my mothers thinks anymore becase her view of the world is demmeted and strage and she has to pretect her children from me and thats i just couldn't sya anythign to that becuase the world isn't like our little town in the south
people are diffferent placea and some polaces the world can be very harsh and there is a difference between shelteing your children and making them igrnoant and having your own views of everything just like when she found out i'm athiest oh so mnay weeks ago but she chalked it up to somthing that i'm not but i am my sister said "you don't belive hwat a shame" now i belive in everyone havibg their own opinion and they cna speak them but not when it hurts that much she is only ten years old and dosun't know what she belives becuase she has been spoon fed all her life by my mother who belives in GOD and who thinks being bi is decusting and who can't belive how she raised them both
it's simble i have been attracted to boys and birls for a very very very very very long time. Dosn't ask me when all i remeber is a lot in middle school and my mother says i'm not being b/c uncles are gay and i wasn't like them when i was younger (being like wonderwoman , no i'm not lieing they wanted to be wonder woman ) but would you agree with me that there are different layers of homosexulaties becuase we see them everyday here is my short list
the sex chnage-- the extream homosexual who likes guys/girls so much that they would change their body to do so
the excentic homsexual-- the one who weares the famboent clothes and you can instantly know that he/she is gay ( the tomboy)
the normal one-- he or she can be normal and you would never know becuase they aren't that outspoken abotu it becuase it's a part of them and thats all they need to know LIKE ME
so yea not evrybody has been so flamboent about their sexuality! look wasn't there a govenrer who just came out of the closet a few years ago ??? so yea mother don't talk about what you know about me becuase you obvously you don't know anything about me.
as for writing it's going good sort of
i'm edditng so much in this chapter it's crazy becuase the diloge... it was hirendouse and when serik teleported right after getting back from his vision , not good, and al kinds of things. yea not very good i'll have to edit a lot of this chapter for it to make logical sense.