The World is Against me
i feel like every aspect of my life is falling apart.
i barely get any hours at work anymore, i can't find a second job to work over winter break, and my debt to my mom is just growing. i've filled out something like 30 applications and i can't handle it anymore.
i barely have money for food so half the time i'm starving, which is fine by me since i haven't even been able to go running to keep myself from feeling lazy and out of shape.
i'm getting through my classes but i'm really afraid that it's too little too late. i don't know if i can afford to have a C in my history class because i don't think i can pull off a B.
and i'm finally having to get used to being single and realize that i'm probably going to be single for a long time.
i keep getting mad at everything and everyone. i don't even have time to clean my room. my filter for my fish tank has stopped working for some reason. and my court date is coming up.
i just wish i could get away from everything. have everything fixed and get rid of the chaos of it all.
i barely get any hours at work anymore, i can't find a second job to work over winter break, and my debt to my mom is just growing. i've filled out something like 30 applications and i can't handle it anymore.
i barely have money for food so half the time i'm starving, which is fine by me since i haven't even been able to go running to keep myself from feeling lazy and out of shape.
i'm getting through my classes but i'm really afraid that it's too little too late. i don't know if i can afford to have a C in my history class because i don't think i can pull off a B.
and i'm finally having to get used to being single and realize that i'm probably going to be single for a long time.
i keep getting mad at everything and everyone. i don't even have time to clean my room. my filter for my fish tank has stopped working for some reason. and my court date is coming up.
i just wish i could get away from everything. have everything fixed and get rid of the chaos of it all.