love and life and friendship
so it has been about a month since the official break up.
i'm still glad to be rid of such a horrible person,
but i miss this last summer.
we had so much fun, i genuinely enjoyed spending time with him.
just wish i'd known it had all been a lie.
i hope i never see him again in my life.
and even though i'm drained from my last relationship and know i don't want another yet,
i have been really enjoying the time spent with ryan, my freshman boy :)
we have, so much in common, the most random things.
and he's so much like me and how i act.
i told him i need time, and he said he'd wait for as long as i needed.
i'm not the kind of person to say these things or to jump to conclusions,
but i think...he might be the one...
i just have a feeling about this.
we're still going to wait, but i really feel like this will go somewhere.
it feels good, which is what i need back in my life.
<3
i'm still glad to be rid of such a horrible person,
but i miss this last summer.
we had so much fun, i genuinely enjoyed spending time with him.
just wish i'd known it had all been a lie.
i hope i never see him again in my life.
and even though i'm drained from my last relationship and know i don't want another yet,
i have been really enjoying the time spent with ryan, my freshman boy :)
we have, so much in common, the most random things.
and he's so much like me and how i act.
i told him i need time, and he said he'd wait for as long as i needed.
i'm not the kind of person to say these things or to jump to conclusions,
but i think...he might be the one...
i just have a feeling about this.
we're still going to wait, but i really feel like this will go somewhere.
it feels good, which is what i need back in my life.
<3