Bringing Back The Pain

Jan 11, 2010 21:36

Title : Bringing Back The Pain
Chapter : 10/12
Rating : R
Pairing : Demi/Selena
Summary : After thirteen years, things are still going good for the Lovato-Gomez household, but what happens when a certain event takes the girls down memory lane?



Demi laughed at Selena's words, smiling as their lips came together in a heated kiss. Pulling away, she looked down at her wife, moving to whisper in her ear, knowing that the girl liked the feeling. ‘Making love....isn't suppose to hurt you...don't be in a rush, baby, we've got all...night.’ She breathed out, kissing the girl's ear before moving down it, going to her neck again before biting down wanting to mark the girl. Smiling at her work, Demi moved her legs around, one holding herself up as to not rest on the girl's stomach, and the other pressing against Selena's center, rubbing it slowly. Her hands moved up the girl's waist, pushing the shirt up slowly, letting her fingers ghost across the skin that would peek out from the bandage. Leaning down, she kissed over the covered up wound, wanting it to get better.
‘Oh... Dems...’ Selena moaned, arching her back to lean into her wife’s touch. Her hands traveled over Demi’s back, scrunching up the shirt before she allowed her hands to slip under the piece of clothing to rub her bare back.
Demi smiled at Selena's moans, loving the sound, yet when she felt the girl arch, the rock star scowled. ‘You're going to rip them open.’ Demi murmured, pressing the girl's shoulder's down gently, completely terrified of hurting the girl.
‘If I feel pain, I’ll tell you,’ the older girl smiled, sitting up to meet Demi’s lips as she moved to tug the girl’s shirt off.
Demi nodded slowly, still afraid yet raising her arms to let the girl pull her shirt off. Doing the same to Selena, she threw the fabric to the ground, looking down at Selena's bare chest, giggling a little. ‘I think I love the hospital, it does my work for me.’ Demi grinned, leaning down to kiss the girl's chest.
‘And I hate being naked under those hospital gowns, but if this is my reward, I would do it any time,’ Selena chuckled, falling onto her back again as she pulled Demi down with her.
Smiling, Demi help the girl, pulling it off herself and throwing it to the floor. Moving down, Demi pulled Selena's shorts off, once again throwing them.
‘You really got me worked up right now,’ Selena mumbled, bucking her hips as if to tell Demi to work a little faster before she closed her eyes and moaned.
Demi giggled, moving to the girl's underwear and stroking her through the fabric. ‘Well then, miss horny.’ Demi teased, pulling the cotton down and throwing it. Smiling at her naked wife, Demi leaned down to kiss the girl's lips before her fingers found Selena's entrance, pushing her fingers in gently.
Selena groaned as she felt Demi’s fingers inside of her before she gripped her wife’s shoulders, pulling her down harsly to bring their lips together. Biting on her bottom lip, she quickly soothed it with a kiss and a lick before she slipped her tongue in the other’s mouth.
Demi smiled at her wife's forcefulness, yet let her have her way. Twirling her tongue around, Demi let her fingers pick up their speed just a little bit.
Suddenly, Selena tugged on Demi’s pants before tearing her lips away as she mumbled. ‘Pants. Off. Now.’
Raising her eyebrow's, Demi looked down at Selena once again before wiggling out of her pants, kicking them to the floor once they were off. ‘Better?’
‘Nu-uh, you still have your panties on,’ Selena giggled, sitting up to rest her head in her hands as she just gazed at the beautiful woman in front of her.
Demi rolled her eyes before pulling her underwear off. Dangling it in front of Selena, she threw it before grining. ‘There, pushy.’ Demi teased, her fingers picking up their normal pace.
Selena started bucking her hips into Demi's touch as her moans got louder, yet she tried to muffle them so she wouldn't wake up the teenagers. 'M-More,' she mumbled, pulling Demi down to kiss her again.
Demi pulled her fingers from her wife, moving them to blindly search the side table before finding what she was looking for. Pulling it to them, Demi pulled her lips away from Selena's to show her the prize. ‘You want more?’
‘Oh, fuck, yes,’ Selena moaned before opening her eyes to see what her wife was holding. ‘Eh, Dem? What...’
‘For your pleasure and mine..’ Demi whispered suductively, giggling as she twirled the two headed sex toy in her hands.
‘Oh my Goodness, where did you get that?’ Selena laughed, sitting up to nibble at her wife’s neck.
Demi grinned sheepishly before shrugging. ‘Well, I thought we needed more spice.’ Demi grinned, moving it to Selena's center, brushing it slowly across Selena's opening. ‘What do you think?’
Selena flinched as the plastic manhood brushed against her opening, her mind instantly going back to Trace. ‘I-I don’t k-know.’
Demi looked down at Selena, watching her as she flinched before placing the toy to the side of them and running her fingers through Selena's hair. ‘Hey, babe, it's just me...he'll never touch you again, I promise..’
‘I know, let’s do this, I want to forget his touch,’ Selena smiled, placing her hand on the back of Demi’s neck to bring their lips together before she grabbed the toy and pulled away. Staring into her wife’s eyes, she put one end of the toy in her mouth as she seductively sucked on it, never breaking eye contact with Demi.
Demi nodded at Selena, kissing her back with all the passion left in her body. Yet when the girl pulled away, Demi pouted before she saw what the girl was doing. ‘You tease!’ Demi giggled, leaning down to take the other end in her mouth, letting her tongue flick over it.
Selena let her right hand travel towards Demi’s thigh as she kept sucking on the toy before her hand rubbed her wife’s inner thigh, her thumb grazing her clit.
Demi let out a deep moan, her hips rolling to get more from Selena's thumb. Pulling away from the toy, Demi bent her head down, her hips still rolling. ‘S-Selena....I-I need...’
‘You need what?’ Selena asked, raising an eyebrow at her wife before sitting up straight and pushing the girl down to kiss her as she rubbed one end of the toy against Demi’s opening.
Demi whimpered, rubbing herself more against the toy. ‘R-realease...’
'What was that?' Selena asked, sitting on top of Demi's waist and cupping her ear with her hand. 'I didn't hear you.'
Demi scowled at Selena, her hips rolling against the girls. ‘Release!’ she neary shouted.
‘Keep it down. You’ll wake up the kids and by the way, I’m not deaf,’ Selena laughed, moving down before pushing one end of the toy in tantalizingly slow.
Demi whimpered softly, a loud moan escaping her as the toy was pushed in. ‘Oh god...’
‘Moan for me, Dems,’ Selena whispered in the girl’s ear before licking it, letting Demi get used to the toy being inside her.
‘Selena!’ Demi moaned loudly, rolling her hips. ‘p-please...’ She whimpered, needed her more and more.
Selena grinned before she started a slow pace, pushing the two headed dildo in and out her wife as she sucked on Demi’s pulse point.
Demi rolled her hips, moaning Selena's name once again before she grabbed onto the girl's hips. ‘Y-you...O-on...’
The older girl’s smile fell a little before laying down next to Demi. ‘I-I can’t... And by the way, I can’t bend enough to put it in.’
Demi's eyes opened as Selena moved to lay down. ‘T-then I'll help you, baby..’ Demi murmured, rolling over, but careful of the girl's stomach. Easing the toy into Selena, Demi kissed at the woman's neck. ‘It's just me...no one else...oohh..Baby...I love you.’ Demi whispered, rolling herself against Selena.
Selena shut her eyes tightly, trying to block every image of Trace out before she allowed a moan to escape her lips. 'It's you...' she whispered as she started bucking her hips. 'Oh, Gosh, I live you so much.'
Demi nodded as the girl whispered. ‘It is me...just me.’ Demi whispered, rolling her hips against her wife more and more. ‘Ohh...Selena!’ Demi moaned, holding herself up with shaking arms, not wanting to hurt the girl.
'Fuck, yes,' Selena moaned, leaning up to capture Demi's lips in her own. Her hands traveled to her wife's arms before she gripped them. 'Lay down, baby, it's okay.'
‘N-no..’ Demi whispered, her arms still shaking before she let her knees hold herself up, her arms bending a little, yet not letting her lay down. She continued to buck her hips, loving the feeling as her skin became lined with sweat.
Selena smiled a little before tugging on Demi's arms, making the girl lay on top of her, surprised that it didn't shoot any pain through her body. 'Guess my stomach knows it's you too,' she joked, kissing Demi's jaw before a loud moan left her lips as she nearly toppled over the edge.
Demi whimpered as Selena pulled her down, her eyes shooting open as she stared at the girl, wanting to make sure she was ok. Seeing so, Demi began to rock herself against Selena at a quicker pace, moaning louder. ‘Fuck...oh god...’ Demi whispered, getting closer to the edge.
‘P-Push it d-deeper,’ Selena groaned, a loud moan escaping her throat as she threw her head back in pleasure.
Demi did just that, moving it deeper in both of them, a loud grunt of pleasure running through her body as she got closer and closer.
‘Yes, like that,’ the older girl moaned, bucking her hips harder into Demi’s. ‘Oh, Fuck, Demi..’
Demi nodded, moaning out Selena's name as she bucked quicker and harder. In one swift movement, Demi felt a jolt of pleasure run through her and she moaned out Selena's name loudly.
Selena toppled over the edge, Demi’s name leaving her lips in a loud groan as her eyes shut tightly, trying to live the moment a little longer.
Demi sighed softly, her hips moving at a slow pace before she pulled the toy out of her and moved to lay next to Selena, panting. ‘My god...’ Demi whispered, moving to lay her head in Selena's warm neck. ‘That was...amazing...’
‘Yes it was,’ Selena smiled, throwing an arm around her wife before pulling her close as a chuckle left her lips. ‘Remind me to use a strap-on next time.’
Demi giggled at Selena, nodding before sighing softly, a yawn escaping her lips. ‘Maybe tomorrow.’ She grinned sleeply, nuzzling into her wife.
‘Maybe. Good night, baby, I love you. So much,’ Selena whispered, before kissing Demi ever so sweetly.
Demi smiled at her wife, nodding to her as she kissed back and snuggled into the woman. ‘Night babe. I love you too...’ Demi said before she closed her eyes, letting sleep come easily to her.

~One Month Later~

Ashley finished packing her school bag before she went to the bottom of the stairs. ‘Carter! You almost done? Time for school!’ She tried to keep her yell down so she wouldn’t wake up her parents. They didn’t need to get up to drive them to school because the school was only a few blocks away so they could easily walk to it.
Carter quickly walked down the stairs, her ever so famous red hat clashing with her over sized hoodie. She was trying to hide the bump from her stomach, since just looking at her in a t-shirt it was noticable. Sighing, she walked towards Ashley with her head bent down, nodding.
She had been a little distant lately, hiding up in their room and just doing odd things to pass the time. She didn't tell Ashley, or her mothers, what was bothering her, because she truly thought she could handle Peyton and her gang.
Ashley sighed as she looked at the girl before crouching down in front of her, lifting her hat so she could see her eyes. ‘Mom and Mother won’t be home tonight, they have to go to the hospital for a final check up, so you’re gonna tell me what’s bothering you then. Ok?’
Carter looked at her sister through empty eyes, staring at her before shrugging a little at her words, stepping around the girl. Grabbing a pink slip, Carter handed it to her sister before walking out of the house.
Reading the slip, Ashley whispered, ‘Oh, Carter.’ Then she turned around before grabbing her bag and rushing towards her sister. ‘You have detention again? I thought you didn’t fight anymore.’ Shaking her head, Ashley stopped to grab her pen to sign the slip. ‘Here,’ she smiled as she had just signed the slip to help her sister.
Carter merely shrugged. She didn't fight anymore, she hadn't done anything really, and she knew for a matter of fact that Peyton was framing her. Grabbing the signed slip, Carter put it in her back pocket, nodding a thanks before walking down the side walk quietly, her eyes focused on her red sneakers.
Ashley tilted her head a little to the right as she just watched her sister before rushing after her and throwing an arm around her shoulders, holding her close to comfort her as they walked towards the school, even though she didn’t know what was going on.
Nearly tripping over her feet, Carter let her sister hold her shoulders, using her more as a guide than comfort seeing as she wasn't watching where she was going.
Once at school, Ashley didn’t let go of Carter until the first bell rang. She walked her sister to her class before she saw Peyton passing them, shooting them a glare which Ashley shot back. Then she turned towards her sister, looking down on her. ‘You gonna be okay?’
‘I'm fine.’ Carter whispered back, pulling from Ashley's grip and walking into her class, sitting down in the back.
Ashley huffed before walking to her own class. ‘Fine,’ she mumbled, walking in before sitting at her desk, waiting for the class to be over.
Once her dentention was over, Carter made her way out of the school, moving to go home. Soon, she found herself walking down the alley way. Carter never felt more alone as she stared around her, everything empty and people no where to be seen. If she was a fearful kid, she would’ve thought this was scary, but even with a baby inside of her, she was tough and could fight people off….hopefully.
Right then, the young girl paused in the middle of the alley, a familiar laugh echoing around her before she turned and stared at no one other than Peyton, walking up towards her. ‘Hey, Carter, long time no see.’ She purred, giggling a little as she stepped into the girl.
 ‘Looks like you’re all alone, eh?’ She whispered, causing Carter to step backwards defensively, staring down at her red all star sneakers, un-sure if she could fight the girl off if her posse was anywhere close to them.
 ‘Oh, Cart…’ Peyton murmured, stepping closer again and tipping the girl’s chin up, their lips a hairline away from each other’s. ‘Why so shy? Is it because your precious Ashley isn’t here?’ She whispered, pressing a quick kiss to the girl’s lips, causing Carter to push against her roughly, knocking her to the ground.
‘What the hell are you doing?!’ She growled, her ratty red hat falling to the ground, releasing her dark brown locks. Glaring down at Peyton, Carter pulled back her fist, making the girl on the ground flinch. ‘Leave me alone!’ Picking up her hat and merely walking away as the better person. Yet as soon as she turned her back, something hard hit her right shoulder and she dropped her book bag to the ground as she yelped out in pain.
Turning back around to face the other girl, Carter gulped as five other bodies stood behind the girl, holding blunt objects. ‘You’re going to pay for all the times you thought you won, Car-dear. And now your bigger sister is no where around to save you this time.’
It was then that her eyes became wide and her arms wrapped around her middle, shaking her head. ‘Peyton, please don’t do this…I-I….please just don’t do this…’ Carter pleaded with them, her eyes tearing up and causing smirks to touch their faces before they stepped closer.
It was then that her fight or flight kicked in and she turned to run, only to find three more girls. ‘Fuck, Peyton stop this isn’t fair….’ She cried, turning back to the girl who was closer now.
‘Sorry, Car, I can’t do that.’ She murmured before balling up her fist and throwing the first punch. Carter grabbed it, fighting back as much as she could with nine girls around her. With one blow to the stomach by a bat, Carter whimpered as she fell to the ground, gasping for air as pain touched her.
Peyton was one of the first to straddle her, throwing punch after punch, Carter just not fighting back. Things soon became a blur to her, pain and darkness enveloping her for a long time.
When she finally woke again, she found herself awake, her clothes stained with blood and her right eye not opening. Moving a shaky hand to her stomach, Carter cursed as tears fell from her eyes. She needed to get home; she needed her mother and her sister to get her to a hospital. It didn’t matter if she hated them or not, she needed to make sure her baby was ok.
So, dragging herself up, Carter limped home, her shoulders slumped and an arm wrapped around her middle. ‘A few more seconds baby…’ Carter whispered, clutching her stomach as she saw her house in her view.
Getting to it, the small girl opened the door, falling against it as she stepped into the house. ‘A-ash…’ Her voice was, at first a whispered, but soon when she took a deep breath, she screamed. ‘ASHLEY?!’
The yell startled Ashley as she looked up from her school books before dashing down the stairs. Once she saw her sister, she gasped as she rushed towards her, tears springing in her eyes. ‘Carter! Oh my Gosh, what happened?’
Carter breathed in deeply, no matter how much it hurt, she knew the baby needed oxygen. ‘P-peyton...’ Carter winced, falling to the floor, holding her stomach. ‘H-h...hos-..pital...baby...hurt...’
‘Oh, sweetie,’ Ashley cried, running towards the kitchen to grab the car keys before picking the girl up carefully in bridal style. She walked towards the car and sat Carter in the passenger seat. ‘Hold on, okay?’
Carter whimpered as she felt the girl's arms around her, hitting the still very brusied skin. Sitting in the car, Carter rested her head against the cool window, her lip becoming swollen by the minute. Her head was pounding, and she almost missed what Ashley said, yet she nodded, ignoring the pain in her neck as she did so.
Once they were at the hospital, Ashley parked the car and the tires schreeched before she got out and picked Carter up. ‘Just a little while longer, baby.’ She took her into the hospital before going towards the desk. ‘I need a doctor!’
‘Oh my Goodness, what happened?’ Dr. McKenzie asked as he had already seen the two girls coming into the hospital.
Carter began to close her eyes, her arms and legs becoming limp as she rested against her sister, hardly hearing the doctor. She ignored him, wanting to just sleep through everything.
‘Carter, stay awake, please,’ Ashley cried, following the doctor in the examination room.
‘You’re gonna have to wait in the waiting area,’ dr. McKenzie said as he grabbed his stuff to examine Carter.
‘Like hell I am,’ Ashley mumbled, laying her sister down on the table before sitting next to her, taking a hold of her hand.
Carter let out a soft no, not wanting to stay awake anylonger. She laid there, her legs and arms dangling over the sides, the hand that Ashley held becoming cold and clamy.
‘No, Carter, come on, squeeze my hand, baby,’ Ashey firmly said, holding on tighter to her sister’s hand before dr. McKenzie interrupted her.
‘Ashley...’ he said, pointing to Carter’s legs. The oldest sister looked towards the doctor before her eyes followed his finger, taking in the sight of blood stained pants.
‘Oh, no,’ she whispered, already knowing what the doctor was going to say.
Carter ignored her sister and the doctors voices, the sound of calming buzzes envading her mind as she slowly closed her eyes. The hand that held Ashley's dropped out of the girl's hand, falling into a deep sleep.
Dr. McKenzie immediately wired the little girl up to a couple machines, including one to help her breath. Ashley’s tears fell down her cheeks as she brought her head to her sister’s, kissing her cheek. ‘Hold on.’
The older man did a quick research before putting Carter in a hospital gown. Ashley silently growled as the man saw her naked, but she knew it was just his job. ‘I am very sorry about the baby, but she should wake up soon,’ he said before walking out of the room.
Ashley nodded as she took her sister’s hand once again, rubbing her thumb over the back of her hand. ‘Wake up, sweetie, please.’
Not getting an answer from her sister, Ashley kissed her cheek once again as she brushed her hand through Carter’s hair before walking towards the waiting area and taking out her phone. She quickly dialed Demi’s number before holding the device to her ear. ‘Please, Mom, pick up.’
When a familiar song came from her pocket, Demi smiled bashfully at the nurse who scowled. ‘No cell phones in the hospital.’ She growled.
Demi merely shrugged before winking at Selena, knowing that she'd know who was calling, and walked out of the room, answering it. ‘Ash? what's up?’
‘Mom!’ Ashley quickly said, pacing through the waiting area, not even trying to hold back her tears as she sobbed, ‘I know you and Mother are both in the hospital too for her last check up, but you need to come to the waiting area of the emergencies. Now!’
Demi listened to her frantic daughter, quickly running back into the room and looking at Selena with wide eyes. ‘I think Carter's in the emergency center, Selena.’ Demi mumbled, clutching onto the phone. ‘We'll be right there, Ashley...’
‘What?’ Selena yelled before urging the nurse to stop as she jumped off the table. ‘I’ll come by for my check up later!’ She walked towards her wife before holding on to her hand. ‘Let’s go.’
‘Mom, please be quick,’ Ashley said before closing the phone and dropping in a chair.
Demi nodded to the phone and her wife, grabbing onto Selena's hand and pulling her towards the waiting room.
‘Finally!’ Ashley sobbed as she got up from the chair to throw her arms around both her mothers’ necks. ‘It’s Carter, something happened a-and she’s not... w-waking u-up.’
‘Shhh, tell us what happened, Ash,’ Selena whispered, rubbing her daughter’s back.
Demi held onto her daughter before sitting her down in a chair, and pulling the coffee table up infront of it. Sitting there, Demi held the girl's hands as she watched her. ‘Explain.’ She whispered softly.
‘S-She had detention and she would walk home after that. I-I was sitting a-at my desk when I- heard her y-yell,’ she had to pause for a moment as her sobs became too heave and Selena sat down next to Demi, wiping away the younger girl’s tears with the back of her hand.
Demi watched her daughter, listening to everything she said buntil she paused. ‘It's ok, Baby...just calm down for a moment...’ Demi whispered, rubbing the girl's hands soothingly.
‘I-I can’t c-calm down.’ Ashley yelled, standing up to pace through the room before sighing. ‘S-Sorry, it’s just that... I-It looked like she w-was beaten up a-and now she won’t w-wake up!’

‘Where is she?’ Demi asked, ignoring Ashley's yell before standing up with Selena, holding onto her hand. ‘D-did anything else happen?’ She asked worriedly, stepping closer to her daughter.
'She eh... She lost the baby.' It was a whisper, but just loud enough for her mothers to hear. She fell down in a chair again and Selena was by her side in an instant, looking up at Demi with glassy eyes.

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