And here we go again....
Another day begins.... I wish it were still Sunday. I wish I didn't have to think about my day ahead, how I'll have to keep my door open so my dragon lady won't have to wonder just what it is I'm up to. If they only knew, right? I hate this segment. I want to fast forward to something better. I want to move on to the next chapter. Why am I always stuck somewhere I don't want to be?
At least I have things to do today - meetings and the like, work. That'll be nice. I actually think things have been going pretty well, really. But then, I always seem to focus on the negative. I wallow in the fact that things are not as I wish them to be, that I am not how I wish to be. I know that I have to change things, I know that I have to make the moves to change things but there is so much that is unknown right now - it makes it hard to focus.
Did you know that you can hate the personality of a place? It's true, think about it - sometimes there's something that you just can't put your finger on, something that bothers you so about a place. Its personality. I can think of one that I simply find I do not mesh with - can you guess where?
Oh well.
I did a little Christmas Shopping yesterday - got to see Susi for a bit and Sean for a second. I didn't get much done this weekend for all the work but I did get to see Narnia which I thought was quite good. So basically I worked and spent money - every day should be so blessed.
At least I have things to do today - meetings and the like, work. That'll be nice. I actually think things have been going pretty well, really. But then, I always seem to focus on the negative. I wallow in the fact that things are not as I wish them to be, that I am not how I wish to be. I know that I have to change things, I know that I have to make the moves to change things but there is so much that is unknown right now - it makes it hard to focus.
Did you know that you can hate the personality of a place? It's true, think about it - sometimes there's something that you just can't put your finger on, something that bothers you so about a place. Its personality. I can think of one that I simply find I do not mesh with - can you guess where?
Oh well.
I did a little Christmas Shopping yesterday - got to see Susi for a bit and Sean for a second. I didn't get much done this weekend for all the work but I did get to see Narnia which I thought was quite good. So basically I worked and spent money - every day should be so blessed.