Let go
So I went out with the lesbian family tonight and I just realized that I am such a lesbian at this point. It’s so sad. Like all my close friends, here, are all lesbians…btw I am high again …we had left overs from the previous night. However I am not as high as before, more mellow tonight. I am not a pot head just a liberal. Hahaha I don’t even believe that. But seriously I haven’t gotten high since December so I am not a pot head…and I have no idea why I am trying to justify smoking, ha I could careless what people think. As long as I have non judgmental loving liberal friends…Justin will be happy.
I decided that the next boy I date has to be liberal…not liberal in the meaning of gays should get married because well duh but liberal in the since of being a hippy. Having a good time, without caring about all the gay drama shit, and everything that a modern day hippy, or bohemian stands for…love truth and beauty. I love being me and I am so sick of everything, everyone, society telling me to be someone that I am not. I am gay, but that has little to do with me… I stand for so much more than that…and I am soooo werid…its 3 52 at night writing about how I am sick of society…and its ok cause I am cool like that and I am tired of telling myself otherwise… I am Justin fucking Brown…deal with it, otherwise fuck you society….so I think I am letting go
OK so Justin is emo and a drama queen but it’s all good
Jesus 3 Alanis songs just played in a row and my play list is on random
You learn…haha …Marry Jane…haha how ironic….and but of course…ironic
Gnight all
I decided that the next boy I date has to be liberal…not liberal in the meaning of gays should get married because well duh but liberal in the since of being a hippy. Having a good time, without caring about all the gay drama shit, and everything that a modern day hippy, or bohemian stands for…love truth and beauty. I love being me and I am so sick of everything, everyone, society telling me to be someone that I am not. I am gay, but that has little to do with me… I stand for so much more than that…and I am soooo werid…its 3 52 at night writing about how I am sick of society…and its ok cause I am cool like that and I am tired of telling myself otherwise… I am Justin fucking Brown…deal with it, otherwise fuck you society….so I think I am letting go
OK so Justin is emo and a drama queen but it’s all good
Jesus 3 Alanis songs just played in a row and my play list is on random
You learn…haha …Marry Jane…haha how ironic….and but of course…ironic
Gnight all