lie here chasing

[writingonmyskin]

if i just lie here chasing round
thoughts like leaves from trees
falling down
beating cancer with sticks and faith
somehow i feel closer
than further from giving up on fate
if i just lie here chasing dreams
seeping through
the porous membrane oozing intangible things
my attention finds it wants to leave
and wanes into a nothing
evaporates back out of being
if i just lie here chasing
will all things left be waiting
if i just lie here chasing
will you blame me