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you write no you think no you sing or you thought and you could never really tell the way save for the traces the places left by me the path that has been brought in front of you you see the placemat is but another map another way for you to go and may you be forever pleasant upon that path but i know your soul i know who you really are there isn't a possible way to know what i do think of you in such a short time and it breaks my heart to see to know that there will never be another day of homemade tapes that show the hometown laundro-mat laughing whilst we sat waiting riding telling jokes i will hold them deer knowing i cannot give in must turn cold the shoulder to the sight of the things that never did i give to you or bring so in place of that specific shame i may resort to violence i wish that we could still be friends and i want to be the one to give way to sway but t'was yourself that burnt that bridge that ripped that sore and though i've regretted many of my yesterdays i have no choice but to love you like i always did but yet it's come to this so sorry i will remain and though i know your ways and that you've closed your heart and knowing your mother the same knowing that she has written me off long ago i find it easy and yet not to still think of you of future plans of tomorrow of things and when you could talk of nothing more than me what did you think that it was all a farce a mishap that we've ever met that our friendship was ever accidental at all.........you seriously disappoint me.......you're in my heart like you've been like you know you've been the very first day eight years and days and i don't know what's in your head like you don't know what's in mine but god damn what is there left to think i know you'll check this i know well enough to know that but back to that what was previously said of the l word and the truth and time obviously i don't have the time nor is anything your fault but it could've been handled a little differently than it was so this is why i write to you to put you behind me once and for all no more drunken blurbs no more drunken days spitting out your name no more hearing what i don't care to know put past me the dream bury deep the nights i apologize now that forever will never be the same..................................