bad afternoon
so this afternoon was my worste in ty history. there is this new kid, aden, who belongs to the new nurse. anywho he is two so he is going through that hitting and non listening stage. it is difficult but i have been dealing with it. i give him time outs when he needs it. when i do that i take him outside and i explain why he is in time out to him. so this happens often enough. every time i see his mother, she asks how he was so far during the day. so i am honest and i tell her the truth, i put him in a time out for hitting 4 kids today and me. today, she apperently went and broke down and wanted to quit. so i get called into the director of the camps house to have a meeting with him. me alone. i go and i am made to feel like it is my fault that she wants to quit. prior to that debby the other nurse calls me and says why aren't you letting him have a good time and play etc. etc. i say to myself i do but hitting is not allowd (i said that to the director too). so all and all i feel like shit and like it's my fault for the whole insident. and i didn't feel like eating dinner so i didn't go and i didn't want to see debby cause i didn't want to get yelled at or anything. so i just didn't go to dinner. all the while while i was in the gan (nursery) i felt like cutting my arms (and i don't mean in a suicidal way or a attention seaking way). i just felt like i wanted pain. i didn't do it but i wanted to. i went to my room and fell asleep after work. that was my afternoon.