Fanfic - SPN: Fucked (NC-17, Slash: Sam/Dean)

[writingbyebonio]

Title: Fucked [Evil!Sammy Universe]
Author: eboniorchid
Fandom: Supernatural
Characters: Sam Winchester/Dean Winchester
Prompt: "053-Indifferent" for 100moods, challenge table here. "009-Ice" for 50kinkyways, challenge table here.
Word Count: ~8,500 words.
Rating: NC-17 for violence, sexuality, and language.
Warnings/Spoilers: Self-injury! Angst! Hurt/comfort (seriously!).

Comments

[writingbyebonio]

Hey you! *smishes* I'm glad Dean's early reactions seemed realistic to you, that was definitely the first part of this piece that I wrote and was sure would stay through to the end. So, I'm glad it worked. Also, it's funny because I rarely think about my stories as porn, even when they could be classified that way, because "porn" seems to suggest that the smut's primary purpose is the arousal of viewers and I hope mine does more than that (even if it does some arousing as well). I appreciate that you get that! Too, I'm totally on board with your implication that this might be more of a broken!boys 'verse, but I gotta tell you, I have lots of readers who have come to hate Sam so much that it seems hard to see him as also broken. You're one of the few remaining empathizers, I'd say. Good for you! Whether that leads to happy endings or not is something you'll just have to see for yourself, but brokenness abounds.

Yay for you enjoying the soundtrack. I get on these kicks with my writing, particularly this 'verse, where everything shifts to a new band. I started, I think, with some Metallica, then A Perfect Circle, then Disturbed, then Blackfire, and now Trapt. If you have recs in the rock genre - like classic, hard, metal, or "eerie". I would totally be up for checking them out. (I mean, I've had entire stories and worlds spring to life in my brain from new music - like this kind of urban AU/original fic I've been writing because I really wanted a thuggish Dean-like character who was into hardcore indie rap.)

As usual, your commentary is always much appreciated. I have no idea when the next update will be available, but I am definitely working on itand it'll probably be a doozie! ;-)

P.S. If only all stalkers were as cool as you! The world would be a better place! XD