lambliffbigbang art - Something Deeper by heartsdesire456
When an accident on stage leaves Tommy suffering from retrograde amnesia, he wakes up with no memory of the last two years of his life. He has no memory of being on tour, no memory of being famous, doesn't know any of his bandmates...and has no memory of being engaged to marry Adam on Halloween. With no guarantee of his memory returning, Tommy returns to his life as normal with hopes that going about his normal routines, as guided by Adam, will help him regain his memory. Adam, though upset by Tommy's memory loss, is just happy that Tommy is alive.
With the wedding date looming ever closer, will Tommy's memory return before Adam gives up and cancels the wedding, or will every moment they've shared together be lost forever?
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Ben Folds Five - Air
I saw him spinnin' towards the moonlight
I pull him in, he wasn't breathin'
His eyes were wide and I saw two of me there
There's an ugly buzz that hovers just above the quiet
Found a way to make it silent
I'm comin' up for air
They hold my hand and ask me to pull through
A voice I know says "Dear, he probably can't hear you..."
Gary Jules - Mad World
All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places, worn out faces
Bright and early for their daily races
Going nowhere, going nowhere
Their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, no expression
Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow
No tomorrow, no tomorrow
Plumb - Stranded
You know it only breaks my heart
To see you standing in the dark alone
Waiting there for me to come back
I'm too afraid to show
If it's coming over you
Like it's coming over me
I'm crashing like a tidal wave
That drags me out to the sea
And I wanna be with you
And you wanna be with me
I'm crashing like a tidal wave
And I don't wanna be
Stranded
Drill - What You Are
Somewhere searching to figure it out
You take me back again
Somewhere drifting above and beyond
The sky and everyone
What you are
Is the voice behind that dream
Hole - Malibu
Get well soon.
Please don't go any higher.
How are you so burnt when you're barely on fire?
Cry to the angels.
I'm gonna rescue you,
I'm gonna set you free tonight
Coldplay - Fix You
And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth
Lacuna Coil - The Last Goodbye
Why should I care when it will be alright?
Once separate ways will feel alive again
So many stories told, too many useless words
Maybe because it's getting dark inside
The Devlins - Crossing The River
Something tells me I can trust in you
There's no pretense in the things you do
So much water under the bridge
And I'm standing here at the water's edge
Looking into your eyes
I'm crossing the river to get to you
Coldplay - The Scientist
I was just guessing at numbers and figures
Pulling the puzzles apart
Questions of science, science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart
And tell me you love me, come back and haunt me
Oh and I rush to the start
Running in circles, chasing tails
Coming back as we are
Nobody said it was easy
Oh it's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard
I'm going back to the start
Stabbing Westward - You Complete Me
Only you
Can make me whole
Just one touch
And you complete me
Rescue me from this black hole
That sucked me in and left my dying
You're the truth that I've been seeking
David Cook - Don't You Forget About Me
Don't you try to pretend
It's my feeling we'll win in the end
I won't harm you or touch your defenses
Vanity and security
Don't you forget about me
I'll be alone, dancing you know it baby
Going to take you apart
I'll put us back together at heart, baby
Nelly Furtado - Try
The more I see, the less I grow
The fewer the seeds the more I sow
Then I see you standing there
Wanting more from me
And all I can do is try
Then I see you standing there
Wanting more from me
Seether ft. Amy Lee - Broken
The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There?s so much left to learn and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain
Boyz II Men - Time After Time
Flashbacks warm nights almost left behind
Suitcase and memories time after
Sometimes you picture me im walking too far ahead
You're calling to me I can't hear what you say
And you say go slow, I fall behind
Second hand unwind
If you're lost you can look and you will find me
Time after time
If you fall I will catch you I'll be waiting
Time after time
With the wedding date looming ever closer, will Tommy's memory return before Adam gives up and cancels the wedding, or will every moment they've shared together be lost forever?
title banner
illustrations (very minor spoiler?)
fanmix
Ben Folds Five - Air
I saw him spinnin' towards the moonlight
I pull him in, he wasn't breathin'
His eyes were wide and I saw two of me there
There's an ugly buzz that hovers just above the quiet
Found a way to make it silent
I'm comin' up for air
They hold my hand and ask me to pull through
A voice I know says "Dear, he probably can't hear you..."
Gary Jules - Mad World
All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places, worn out faces
Bright and early for their daily races
Going nowhere, going nowhere
Their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, no expression
Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow
No tomorrow, no tomorrow
Plumb - Stranded
You know it only breaks my heart
To see you standing in the dark alone
Waiting there for me to come back
I'm too afraid to show
If it's coming over you
Like it's coming over me
I'm crashing like a tidal wave
That drags me out to the sea
And I wanna be with you
And you wanna be with me
I'm crashing like a tidal wave
And I don't wanna be
Stranded
Drill - What You Are
Somewhere searching to figure it out
You take me back again
Somewhere drifting above and beyond
The sky and everyone
What you are
Is the voice behind that dream
Hole - Malibu
Get well soon.
Please don't go any higher.
How are you so burnt when you're barely on fire?
Cry to the angels.
I'm gonna rescue you,
I'm gonna set you free tonight
Coldplay - Fix You
And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth
Lacuna Coil - The Last Goodbye
Why should I care when it will be alright?
Once separate ways will feel alive again
So many stories told, too many useless words
Maybe because it's getting dark inside
The Devlins - Crossing The River
Something tells me I can trust in you
There's no pretense in the things you do
So much water under the bridge
And I'm standing here at the water's edge
Looking into your eyes
I'm crossing the river to get to you
Coldplay - The Scientist
I was just guessing at numbers and figures
Pulling the puzzles apart
Questions of science, science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart
And tell me you love me, come back and haunt me
Oh and I rush to the start
Running in circles, chasing tails
Coming back as we are
Nobody said it was easy
Oh it's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard
I'm going back to the start
Stabbing Westward - You Complete Me
Only you
Can make me whole
Just one touch
And you complete me
Rescue me from this black hole
That sucked me in and left my dying
You're the truth that I've been seeking
David Cook - Don't You Forget About Me
Don't you try to pretend
It's my feeling we'll win in the end
I won't harm you or touch your defenses
Vanity and security
Don't you forget about me
I'll be alone, dancing you know it baby
Going to take you apart
I'll put us back together at heart, baby
Nelly Furtado - Try
The more I see, the less I grow
The fewer the seeds the more I sow
Then I see you standing there
Wanting more from me
And all I can do is try
Then I see you standing there
Wanting more from me
Seether ft. Amy Lee - Broken
The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There?s so much left to learn and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain
Boyz II Men - Time After Time
Flashbacks warm nights almost left behind
Suitcase and memories time after
Sometimes you picture me im walking too far ahead
You're calling to me I can't hear what you say
And you say go slow, I fall behind
Second hand unwind
If you're lost you can look and you will find me
Time after time
If you fall I will catch you I'll be waiting
Time after time