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I give up. I completely utterly give the fuck up.
Fine, I get it. I am the worst thing that has ever happened in the history of the universe. Worse than Hitler. Worse than Bin Laden. Worse than poverty. Worse than AIDS. Me. I am a stupid, self-centered, disgusting, manipulative piece of shit with the emotional capacity of a used toilet paper roll and do not deserve to live in any way whatsofuckingever. Every word that comes out of my mouth or thought that comes out of my brain is wrong, even if 50% of other people in the vicinity have the same idea, solely because it comes from me. I am THAT worthless. If I were to disappear it would not be cause for mourning, because nothing of value would be lost. I've made no difference by being born in the first place, unless you count making people physically ill just by sight or name. I should not even bother because nobody cares and they never will, and I do not deserve caring.
Fine, I get it. I am the worst thing that has ever happened in the history of the universe. Worse than Hitler. Worse than Bin Laden. Worse than poverty. Worse than AIDS. Me. I am a stupid, self-centered, disgusting, manipulative piece of shit with the emotional capacity of a used toilet paper roll and do not deserve to live in any way whatsofuckingever. Every word that comes out of my mouth or thought that comes out of my brain is wrong, even if 50% of other people in the vicinity have the same idea, solely because it comes from me. I am THAT worthless. If I were to disappear it would not be cause for mourning, because nothing of value would be lost. I've made no difference by being born in the first place, unless you count making people physically ill just by sight or name. I should not even bother because nobody cares and they never will, and I do not deserve caring.