Feb 04, 2007 23:51
The absence of that twist
to my stomach,
the rush shaking through my veins
afterwards,
I realized I missed it,
needed it,
craved it like an addiction.
'Adrenaline is my anti-drug'
but it is my drug,
it is what makes me act
in delusional ways,
in risky ways,
ways way
it's way out of my reach but I
never realize this until too late,
because I yearn for fear
the way I yearn for love;
a feeling so all encompassing,
it takes up your soul
until there's no room left for anything else,
and you can't feel anymore
the emptiness
that roars within.