FEAR

Feb 04, 2007 23:51

The absence of that twist
to my stomach,
the rush shaking through my veins
afterwards,

I realized I missed it,
needed it,
craved it like an addiction.

'Adrenaline is my anti-drug'
but it is my drug,
it is what makes me act
in delusional ways,
in risky ways,
ways way
it's way out of my reach but I
never realize this until too late,

because I yearn for fear
the way I yearn for love;
a feeling so all encompassing,
it takes up your soul
until there's no room left for anything else,

and you can't feel anymore
the emptiness

that roars within.
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