its cute when people need to write, but spell write wrong...
...i guess its just the charter school experience.
i didnt have the internet for like a day or so and i thought i was going to die. but then i finally got it back, and its just stupid.
i should just use it for research, and school.
i should stop saying that im going to do that because we all know i wont.
i have a lot of ideas flowing through my brain right now and none of them are about this 5 page paper in english.
jessica has her priorites.
photography.
i think im going to step outside of the cage that high schools put you in and start doing things for myself. start photographing for myself.
just thinking about the possibilities excites me.
im sure theres like four people that know what im talking about.
i am not going to showbread tonight even though i would like to, i have way too much to catch up on. i dont want to see him anyways.
i think its pretty cool how my moods fluctuate. and how i can think hes great one second and want to kill him the next. i thought i found balance, but it was temporary...just like everything else.
happiness, emotion, depression, love, lust; all temporary.
i'd sit here and explain to you why it is that i am finding it hard to actually believe in anything, including myself, these days..but it would bore you. ::edit::i will always believe in christ. he is the ultimate.
so instead im going to do something more productive, take a nap.
i really do love some of you.
i didnt have the internet for like a day or so and i thought i was going to die. but then i finally got it back, and its just stupid.
i should just use it for research, and school.
i should stop saying that im going to do that because we all know i wont.
i have a lot of ideas flowing through my brain right now and none of them are about this 5 page paper in english.
jessica has her priorites.
photography.
i think im going to step outside of the cage that high schools put you in and start doing things for myself. start photographing for myself.
just thinking about the possibilities excites me.
im sure theres like four people that know what im talking about.
i am not going to showbread tonight even though i would like to, i have way too much to catch up on. i dont want to see him anyways.
i think its pretty cool how my moods fluctuate. and how i can think hes great one second and want to kill him the next. i thought i found balance, but it was temporary...just like everything else.
happiness, emotion, depression, love, lust; all temporary.
i'd sit here and explain to you why it is that i am finding it hard to actually believe in anything, including myself, these days..but it would bore you. ::edit::i will always believe in christ. he is the ultimate.
so instead im going to do something more productive, take a nap.
i really do love some of you.