its my lifestyle that determins my deathstyle
this morning when i woke up i had a few minutes to spare so i got online and talked to my friend who is on his mission right now. i confided in him and am now confident that i can pull through this as long as i have the lord next to me. which i do. we talked about scriptures that i have been reading lately...mostly job. and we talked about joesph smith. and he told me how he admires me for turning to scriptures for help, because when he was my age he didnt turn to God or the word of God. so i guess im doing alright. because i have the lord in my life.
whether for correction, or for his land, or for love, he causes it to happen.
that is pure truth right there. pure truth is what is going to guide me for the rest of my life. i gave myself to christ a long time ago, and he still has me.
mmmhmmm i love jesus.
haha sorry that was kinda lame and sentimental but i felt the need to share that.
i held back tears in english today. then i held his hand. it feels right to not have everything so complicated. me and robert care about eachother. its the going out shit that is lame. me and him work well together. and we look well together. so fuckkkk you for thinking you could actually mess this one up. great friends always kick ass. and me and him are great friends. even though he wouldnt ditch with me he still came to see me at work.
i didnt go to 4th hour. it seems like when im having a bad day i just cant bring myself to go to that class. and its not just because annoying ass natasha. but the whole atmosphere. it just doesnt make me feel good. so i ate lunch alone and drove around listening to hot hot heat. i had a bad case of nostalgia that led to me driving to places where i used to hang out or go to school at. i even went inside arrowhead pharmacy where me and nathaniel spent a lot of time at when we were little, we didnt even know eachother and still ate candy at the same pharmacy. uggggh.
then i went to work and he(nathaiel) called. my heart fell to the ground, seriously...i had to sit down. i called back but no answer. the voicemail he left me made me worry real bad.
grrrrrrreat.
im tired and i just took a shower. i got two new beer hookups today. mmmhmmm. i love being the only girl at work. i get what i want.
ok so really im going to take a nap or hang out with people or something thats better than writing in this fucking thing.
bye.
whether for correction, or for his land, or for love, he causes it to happen.
that is pure truth right there. pure truth is what is going to guide me for the rest of my life. i gave myself to christ a long time ago, and he still has me.
mmmhmmm i love jesus.
haha sorry that was kinda lame and sentimental but i felt the need to share that.
i held back tears in english today. then i held his hand. it feels right to not have everything so complicated. me and robert care about eachother. its the going out shit that is lame. me and him work well together. and we look well together. so fuckkkk you for thinking you could actually mess this one up. great friends always kick ass. and me and him are great friends. even though he wouldnt ditch with me he still came to see me at work.
i didnt go to 4th hour. it seems like when im having a bad day i just cant bring myself to go to that class. and its not just because annoying ass natasha. but the whole atmosphere. it just doesnt make me feel good. so i ate lunch alone and drove around listening to hot hot heat. i had a bad case of nostalgia that led to me driving to places where i used to hang out or go to school at. i even went inside arrowhead pharmacy where me and nathaniel spent a lot of time at when we were little, we didnt even know eachother and still ate candy at the same pharmacy. uggggh.
then i went to work and he(nathaiel) called. my heart fell to the ground, seriously...i had to sit down. i called back but no answer. the voicemail he left me made me worry real bad.
grrrrrrreat.
im tired and i just took a shower. i got two new beer hookups today. mmmhmmm. i love being the only girl at work. i get what i want.
ok so really im going to take a nap or hang out with people or something thats better than writing in this fucking thing.
bye.