just what you saw
i have this overwhelming sense that i've become blind.
i'm missing out on this gorgeous imagery, gorgeous chance. but i can't see it or get to it, reach it.
it's truly unfortunate.
although i've moved back home due to an intense depression that i cannot shake, not all is terrible.
my girlfriend and i are stil very much together and sharing every moment we can, very much together.
tonight, codiene is keeping me very relaxed. not capable of too much complaining when i feel this much in touch with myself.
but it's not myself i'm missing out on.
i'm fucking tired of myself.
i'm missing out on this gorgeous imagery, gorgeous chance. but i can't see it or get to it, reach it.
it's truly unfortunate.
although i've moved back home due to an intense depression that i cannot shake, not all is terrible.
my girlfriend and i are stil very much together and sharing every moment we can, very much together.
tonight, codiene is keeping me very relaxed. not capable of too much complaining when i feel this much in touch with myself.
but it's not myself i'm missing out on.
i'm fucking tired of myself.