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Because I am still fairly drunk and it has been a while since I have done anything here, I present to you drunk rambling #7:
FUCK YOU! I ululate in disgust while watching myself guzzle down the last of the gin that was in front of me. I let my vices appear all in one night, with no plan to stop my self-destruction other than watching as I was burned by the flames. My appendages on fire, I sit around doing nothing, letting the flames and despair eat away at my body and soul. FUCK YOU! I scream into my emptiness. FUCK YOU! I scream into my apathy. FUCK YOU! I scream into my disillusionment, but none of it goes away. It all remains. It stares at me with eyes of hate. It wants to be the apotheosis, it endeavors to be the last and the only. Yet, I am standing in its way. EGO DELENDUS EST! I must be destroyed! I mimic Carthage in the worst possible way. Hannibal once came close to destroying what we know as Western life but he failed due to a devil’s gambit. It was Scipio. Scipio Africanus ended it all. He made a name for himself through the destruction of the other. Through the destruction of me.
FUCK YOU! I ululate in disgust while watching myself guzzle down the last of the gin that was in front of me. I let my vices appear all in one night, with no plan to stop my self-destruction other than watching as I was burned by the flames. My appendages on fire, I sit around doing nothing, letting the flames and despair eat away at my body and soul. FUCK YOU! I scream into my emptiness. FUCK YOU! I scream into my apathy. FUCK YOU! I scream into my disillusionment, but none of it goes away. It all remains. It stares at me with eyes of hate. It wants to be the apotheosis, it endeavors to be the last and the only. Yet, I am standing in its way. EGO DELENDUS EST! I must be destroyed! I mimic Carthage in the worst possible way. Hannibal once came close to destroying what we know as Western life but he failed due to a devil’s gambit. It was Scipio. Scipio Africanus ended it all. He made a name for himself through the destruction of the other. Through the destruction of me.