Dec 03, 2005 14:38
I have to stop putting my shoulds, musts, and have to's on other people. Go do what you want. And I will go do what I want. FINALLY. Something I want to do. Without a thought of you.
That's it. The straw that breaks my back.
She says...wait for a while. Don't make rash decisions.
AHHH. I just...This ISN'T who I AM.
I am not this kind of person.
WHEN YOUR HEART HAS EXPIRED. Oh Lover. I'll Cover You.
I am considering making a major decision. I just don't know if THIS is worth denying who I am. For how many months? 6? 12? 24? 2 1/2 years? Of what? Of facade. Of pseudo emotions. Of things that mean nothing.
We used to have this fight each night. He'd never admit I existed. RUN AWAY HIT THE ROAD. Wouldn't give an inch when I gave a MILE. I'd be happy to die for a taste of what Angel had.
Unafraid to say I LOVE YOU.
It's not a three way street baby. I don't know if I can do this. Hang on? God
I can't believe this family must die.