"It's so cute that you and Mikey are almost dating."
Current Mood: 
I do love you.
Current Music: Akon- Don't Matter & Ain't No Other Man
"Men steady coming after you, women steady coming after me, seems like everbody wanna go for themselves and don't wanna respect boundaries..."
"'Cause I want everyone to know that you are mine and no one else's..."
Today I got my first kiss that I didn't have to ask for.
It made me very happy.
I got several hugs, and I told Mike I hope he missed me because I sure missed him, and he got this great big smile and started teasing me and being wonderful. I got to work a full 10 or so minutes early and I didn't clock in until 3:59. I actually thought I was late, but I was preoccupied with Mike. I can't help it; when Mike is kissing me, touching me and draping his arms around my waist willingly and without pressure, I'm not about to walk away.
I love when he touches me.
But apparently I only feel things during tongue kisses, because today he didn't give me a tongue kiss, and I didn't really feel anything, just a vague thought of, "He's kissing me without being asked! Score!"
I do love him.
Quite a lot.
And he was so adorable and appreciative of his keychain. He said he didn't have his keys with him or he'd put it on right then.
And he kept touching me. He hasn't touched me that much since...well, ever. I'm pretty sure he's never ever touched me that much in such a short period of time. We only had about 8 or 9 minutes, and we just kept being close. I gave him a hug, although not the running (glomp) hug I had been planning. He screwed that up by not being in the right place when I walked in. But then I hugged him, and he told me I was mean to him, and I told him he was crazy, and we just... we were so couple-y. It was great.
But I think I've offended Mike this last couple times we've kissed by "running away" when someone catches us. He's brought it up several times. Which, I guess... makes sense. Who wouldn't be offended if someone would only kiss them when no one else would know about it?
But it's not like that. Heaven knows I'm not ashamed of Mike or embarrassed to be kissing him. I'm trying to explain without making myself sound as inexperienced as I am like an inexperienced idiot. I don't know the rules for getting caught while kissing. But he kissed me --without being asked-- and then after just a coulple kisses he pulled back and he's like, "We better stop before someone comes and you have to run away again."
"I don't care who sees!" I replied.
But I understand more than anyone that actions speak louder than words, and while I'm saying I don't care who sees, I have darted across the room everytime we've ever been caught. So I guess I'm going to have to prove it.
Then dumb Amber came in the break room, but it ended up working out, because I had been getting ready to take a picture of us, and when she came in I told her she could be useful --since she just kept standing there instead of leaving-- and take out picture. But she made it all blurry and far away, so either she purposely sabotaged my picture or she's the worst photographer ever. She was also too far away, so I had red eye. Hasn't she ever taken a picture before? There is a zoom button, for Pete's sake.
But I have three new Mikey!pictures, so I'm pleased.
It's just... I like me and Mike being more couple-y, but I don't know how to do this tomorrow. Tomorrow night I work with Mike and Andy. If I don't act as enthusiastic with Mike, is that bad? But at the same time I can't...
I don't know. I don't know the rules. I don't know any of the rules. I don't want to hurt Andy's feelings, but I certainly wouldn't hurt Mike's, either. And we took a step forward today, and he informed me that I need to make another step, that I need to prove I'm proud of him, that... I won't always run when we're caught kissing. Let us get caught, I don't care.
And I really don't, it's just that I don't want to hurt Andy.
I don't know. I guess we'll see.
Joey works tomorrow though, so more than likely nothing too bad will happen.
I do love you.
Current Music: Akon- Don't Matter & Ain't No Other Man
"Men steady coming after you, women steady coming after me, seems like everbody wanna go for themselves and don't wanna respect boundaries..."
"'Cause I want everyone to know that you are mine and no one else's..."
Today I got my first kiss that I didn't have to ask for.
It made me very happy.
I got several hugs, and I told Mike I hope he missed me because I sure missed him, and he got this great big smile and started teasing me and being wonderful. I got to work a full 10 or so minutes early and I didn't clock in until 3:59. I actually thought I was late, but I was preoccupied with Mike. I can't help it; when Mike is kissing me, touching me and draping his arms around my waist willingly and without pressure, I'm not about to walk away.
I love when he touches me.
But apparently I only feel things during tongue kisses, because today he didn't give me a tongue kiss, and I didn't really feel anything, just a vague thought of, "He's kissing me without being asked! Score!"
I do love him.
Quite a lot.
And he was so adorable and appreciative of his keychain. He said he didn't have his keys with him or he'd put it on right then.
And he kept touching me. He hasn't touched me that much since...well, ever. I'm pretty sure he's never ever touched me that much in such a short period of time. We only had about 8 or 9 minutes, and we just kept being close. I gave him a hug, although not the running (glomp) hug I had been planning. He screwed that up by not being in the right place when I walked in. But then I hugged him, and he told me I was mean to him, and I told him he was crazy, and we just... we were so couple-y. It was great.
But I think I've offended Mike this last couple times we've kissed by "running away" when someone catches us. He's brought it up several times. Which, I guess... makes sense. Who wouldn't be offended if someone would only kiss them when no one else would know about it?
But it's not like that. Heaven knows I'm not ashamed of Mike or embarrassed to be kissing him. I'm trying to explain without making myself sound as inexperienced as I am like an inexperienced idiot. I don't know the rules for getting caught while kissing. But he kissed me --without being asked-- and then after just a coulple kisses he pulled back and he's like, "We better stop before someone comes and you have to run away again."
"I don't care who sees!" I replied.
But I understand more than anyone that actions speak louder than words, and while I'm saying I don't care who sees, I have darted across the room everytime we've ever been caught. So I guess I'm going to have to prove it.
Then dumb Amber came in the break room, but it ended up working out, because I had been getting ready to take a picture of us, and when she came in I told her she could be useful --since she just kept standing there instead of leaving-- and take out picture. But she made it all blurry and far away, so either she purposely sabotaged my picture or she's the worst photographer ever. She was also too far away, so I had red eye. Hasn't she ever taken a picture before? There is a zoom button, for Pete's sake.
But I have three new Mikey!pictures, so I'm pleased.
It's just... I like me and Mike being more couple-y, but I don't know how to do this tomorrow. Tomorrow night I work with Mike and Andy. If I don't act as enthusiastic with Mike, is that bad? But at the same time I can't...
I don't know. I don't know the rules. I don't know any of the rules. I don't want to hurt Andy's feelings, but I certainly wouldn't hurt Mike's, either. And we took a step forward today, and he informed me that I need to make another step, that I need to prove I'm proud of him, that... I won't always run when we're caught kissing. Let us get caught, I don't care.
And I really don't, it's just that I don't want to hurt Andy.
I don't know. I guess we'll see.
Joey works tomorrow though, so more than likely nothing too bad will happen.