Quick HPB update!

Nov 30, 2010 00:22

Current Mood: falling asleep
Current Music: Black Swan background music

"Ugh...."

I am dead on my feet right now. I am so tired that I can hardly typee, and I have homework, but i'm going to nap first.

OMG.

I'm going to die.

Two more weeks, I have to make it two more weeks...

Anyway.

I continue to like Sheehan with almost alarming regularity, particularly considering I am fully aware that he has a fiancee--even if she does live in another state--and I'm unable to separate the issues to know if that is why I like him. The safe factory, I mean. He's a totally nice guy, so I don't see him as being the type to cheat on his sweetie, and I tend to pick out the guys I think will turn me down and then focus all of my efforts on said man... it's like, I WANT a guy to tell me no, I WANT to discover the guy really won't cheat on his girlfriend. it's like I just want to go after the guy I think will tell me no to make sure I'm right; if he gives in, I'm generally disappointed.

I test people.

Whatever.

Tooooooo tired for reflection.

I was just going to say, while not an Aquarian, Sheehan is a cancer, and I am not compatible with cancers--or Pisces--due to their high emotionality and proneness not to be rational/logical. So... I probably wouldn't think it was cute forever. I don't even know why I do now, most guys would never get away with some of the stuff he does.

I don't know. Probably I only like him because he's there, he's nice, he has a lot of features I like (I talk about guys like their automobiles) and I'm finally ready to move back into the dating world due to the last Reunion.

Also, I'm officially an atheist now, just fyi.

I'm also tired. And I have homework due tomorrow that I haven't done. I have to nap.

Peace.

psychological stupidity, girly stupidity, soul stupidity, college, sheehan

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