Use to be a funhouse
So things got crazier in a way I never expected.
To start: I've been banned from my former office because I quit, so I'm not even allowed to step into it. My so called "friends" have turned their backs on me even though I've been getting them out of binds by helping even when I'm not suppose to because I still have some allies in my corner.
Two of them are on my side and know they would be in deep trouble if I hadn't saved their asses at the last minute. One is more like a fun house mirror because she has a distorted sense of reality in the idea she believes she can be a boss and a friend in the same environment. Sorry but it doesn't work that way when you are pulling the strings because it requires you to put your foot down and say "no." I was hardly a boyfriend because I could not involve my personal feelings if I had to bring the hammer down. *hates that cliche*
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To Continue: My family is dealing with the loss of yet another member so that didn't go well but went better than expected. It didn't effect me that much, if at all, because I didn't know the woman but still it'll put strain on my mom and step-dad.
Money Time: Money has been a bit short due to not working anymore. Still it's been better than I expected because, despite popular belief, I can stretch a dollar when needed, but if I don't, why not just buy what I want when I want it. Every girl likes nice things *winks* Only thing I'm I want to splurge on is this beautiful blue nail polish that was inspired by Alice in Wonderland, made by O.P.I. which is a great brand and doesn't give for anything. I want it so I can wear it for when me and Jake go to see it when it comes out.
School Life: In terms of academia it's fine. I'm slightly behind but nothing I can't dig myself out of. Had a snow day which was fun, made cakes and hung out with friends and roommates but other than that, things are the same old, same old.
Love Life:.......moving on.
Random: I've been listening to music a lot lately, more so than I usually do. It's just been clearing my head and helping me think some things through. Especially my beloved Adam. All his songs just speak to me and mean something to me, in same way shape or form and never have I found an entire album that had such a profound effect on me. Some songs release things I haven't dealt with in a long time, things that are going on, delve into my fantasies and deepest desires. If there ever was a soundtrack of my life, it would be this album.
Conclusion: Things have just been...actually fairly normal and calm compared to what I normally deal with and I'm all right with that.
To start: I've been banned from my former office because I quit, so I'm not even allowed to step into it. My so called "friends" have turned their backs on me even though I've been getting them out of binds by helping even when I'm not suppose to because I still have some allies in my corner.
Two of them are on my side and know they would be in deep trouble if I hadn't saved their asses at the last minute. One is more like a fun house mirror because she has a distorted sense of reality in the idea she believes she can be a boss and a friend in the same environment. Sorry but it doesn't work that way when you are pulling the strings because it requires you to put your foot down and say "no." I was hardly a boyfriend because I could not involve my personal feelings if I had to bring the hammer down. *hates that cliche*
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To Continue: My family is dealing with the loss of yet another member so that didn't go well but went better than expected. It didn't effect me that much, if at all, because I didn't know the woman but still it'll put strain on my mom and step-dad.
Money Time: Money has been a bit short due to not working anymore. Still it's been better than I expected because, despite popular belief, I can stretch a dollar when needed, but if I don't, why not just buy what I want when I want it. Every girl likes nice things *winks* Only thing I'm I want to splurge on is this beautiful blue nail polish that was inspired by Alice in Wonderland, made by O.P.I. which is a great brand and doesn't give for anything. I want it so I can wear it for when me and Jake go to see it when it comes out.
School Life: In terms of academia it's fine. I'm slightly behind but nothing I can't dig myself out of. Had a snow day which was fun, made cakes and hung out with friends and roommates but other than that, things are the same old, same old.
Love Life:.......moving on.
Random: I've been listening to music a lot lately, more so than I usually do. It's just been clearing my head and helping me think some things through. Especially my beloved Adam. All his songs just speak to me and mean something to me, in same way shape or form and never have I found an entire album that had such a profound effect on me. Some songs release things I haven't dealt with in a long time, things that are going on, delve into my fantasies and deepest desires. If there ever was a soundtrack of my life, it would be this album.
Conclusion: Things have just been...actually fairly normal and calm compared to what I normally deal with and I'm all right with that.