more lyrics/poetry

[writenow003]

Broken Glass Salvation (gee you think this one is sad, too?)
here lover
take this bottle of rum
and smash it on the coffee table
use the broken pieces
to rip my heart out
then let me drink the liquor
to try to ease my pain
as you toss my heart aside
treating it like the trash i'm scared it is
the garbage i'm terrified i am

kiss my lips
sample the sour aftertast of heartache
lingers in the mouth
you spit the vile taste back at me
making me choke on my emotions

i don't have the dignity to walk
so i crawl away
searching the smooth linolium floor
for one last piece of broken glass
that will serve as my salvation

a weapon to slit a wrist
my magic wand with the power
to make you vanish
and end it all
in a blood bath of broken glass dreams

wrote this a while back. am currently NOT this depressed as evidenced by the entry about me being happy. Buh-bye!