Fic: Fight or Flight - Chapter Seven
Title / Chapter: Fight or Flight (07/11)
Author: amanda: jaclyn’s twin sister / writefiction
Beta: scorpio_15
Artist: adobejunkie
Pairing: Kradam
Rating: NC-17 over all
Notes: First written for all_unwritten writing prompt #234: I can’t be trusted. Continued for kradambigbang Round 4.
Other Notes: Kris and Katy weren’t married when he was on Idol, but they were dating.
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Warnings: Strong Language, Explicit Sexual Content
Word Count: 2,189
Summary: Kris and Katy call it quits before the Idol Tour begins because Kris is in love with Adam. But Kris is too afraid to tell Adam how he feels. Until one day it slips out and Kris thinks he’s ruined everything. But little does he know, Adam feels the same. Their relationship has it’s ups and downs, but what will win out in the end? Is it fight or flight for this pair?
Chapter Seven
After their confessions, Adam decided to take a shower. While he cleaned up, Kris moved their food cart out to the hall to be taken back to the kitchen. Then he sprawled out on the bed with the TV remote and began to flip through the channels on cable. He wrinkled his nose at all the talk shows and daytime soaps that were on. Daytime TV sucks. But then he landed on a marathon of “Bones” and decided to stick with it, even though he’d seen just about every episode that had ever aired.
About half way through the episode, Adam came out of the bathroom in nothing but a towel, steam following him out of the bathroom. Kris looked over at him and swallowed when he saw how little Adam was wearing. Adam grinned at Kris, his hair still damp, as Kris gave him a shy smile. “We have the room all to ourselves for the entire day,” he stated.
“Yes, we do,” Kris agreed, sitting up from where he’d still been sprawled on his stomach.
Adam sat down on the edge of the mattress and ran a hand through Kris’ hair. “What do you think we should do with all this free time?”
Kris blushed. Even though he was still a tad nervous, Kris hoped Adam was implying what he was hoping Adam was implying. “I dunno. What do you think we should do?”
Adam’s grin widened. “Oh, I think you know what I want to do.” He leaned in to run his nose along Kris’ jaw. “I think we should just see what happens.”
A shudder ran through Kris as he whimpered, needing to feel the soft touch of Adam’s lips against his own. “Please.”
“Please what?”
“Please kiss me.”
“Good boy.” Then Adam pressed his mouth to Kris’, both of them moaning as their tongues slid together.
Kris wrapped his arms around Adam’s neck, tried to pull him closer, but with Adam’s legs still hanging over the edge of the bed, it didn’t work. He made a dissatisfied noise in his throat and Adam swung his legs up onto the mattress and pulled Kris into his lap. Kris moaned low in his throat. He wanted to feel Adam against his body, all of him, like one big blanket of freckled heat.
He slid his hands down from Adam’s neck, his palms splaying over Adam’s broad back, so soft and warm. He moaned into Adam’s mouth and tipped his head to the side to deepen the kiss. “Need you,” he murmured against kiss-swollen lips.
Adam pecked Kris’ mouth and gently pushed him from his lap. Without any prompting, Kris crawled up towards the headboard, resting back against the pillows. Adam made his way up to Kris, straddled his hips and leaned down to kiss him. “I love you, Krissy,” Adam whispered as he looked deep into Kris’ eyes.
Kris smiled. “I love you, too.” Then their mouths came together in an all too sweet kiss that left them both breathless. Adam made a trail of kisses along Kris’ jaw and down to his neck. Kris moaned quietly and drew Adam in again, their mouths crushing together desperately.
Kris slid his hands down the back of Adam’s towel and gripped his ass hard as he rolled his own hips up to meet Adam’s. They moaned in unison as their growing erections rubbed together, the friction sending a delicious current of electricity up their spines. Kris whimpered and rolled his hips again, needing that electric feeling again, never wanting it to end.
Suddenly Adam rolled them so Kris was on top of him. He looked up into Kris’ eyes and stroked his cheek lightly. “Where do you want this to go, I mean, how far?” He asked.
Kris’ eyes went wide. “I… I don’t know.”
“We don’t have to have sex the first time around,” Adam told him. Then with a smile he said, “Remember, we have an eternity to get there.”
Kris’ heart swelled with love and he leaned down to press a soft kiss to his boyfriend’s mouth. “An eternity is an awfully long time.”
Adam shrugged. “Well… yeah. I don’t want to go too fast. I want us both to be ready when we take that step.”
Kris rested his head against Adam’s as he said, “I want this for eternity. Just us, together.”
“Me, too.”
Then their mouths came together in a softer, gentler way, so full of love. Adam stroked Kris’ face lovingly as Kris sighed into their kiss. “I love you,” he whispered.
“I love you, too,” said Kris. He stared down into Adam’s eyes and licked at his own lips. “I… I need you to show me.”
Adam raised a questioning eyebrow that made Kris blush.
“I need you to show me how to… be with another man,” Kris clarified.
Adam smiled gently. “You’re doing a pretty okay job of it on your own.”
Kris rolled his eyes. “I know how to kiss,” he said. “It’s not all that different from kissing a girl… except maybe it’s a little better.”
Adam’s smile turned into a grin. “Oh, really?”
Kris felt his face flush again. “Um, yeah.”
“Don’t be embarrassed, baby. I think it’s cute. Besides, you know I agree with you on that one.”
Kris snorted and buried his face in Adam’s collarbone.
Adam wrapped his arms around Kris’ back tightly and they lay there silently for a moment. Then, feeling brave, Kris murmured, “I think we have too many clothes on.”
“Are you sure?”
Kris stopped to think a moment. The thing was, he wasn’t sure. Not about himself anyway. But he was sure he wanted to see Adam in all his freckled glory. “I wanna see you.” He lifted his head to look at Adam. “All of you.”
“Do I get to see you?”
Kris bit his lip. “I’m not sure.”
“Okay.”
The two stared at each other a moment before Adam curled a hand around the back of Kris’ neck and drew him in for a brief kiss. “Do what you’re comfortable with, do what feels natural,” he whispered.
After another second of staring, Kris molded his mouth to Adam’s, lips parting, tongues dueling as Kris let his hands roam freely over Adam’s torso. He found a nipple and pinched it between his fingers, rolling it gently as Adam moaned into the kiss. “You like that?” Kris murmured. Adam moaned and arched into the touch in response.
Kris ducked his head, brought his mouth down to Adam’s other nipple and sucked it between his lips. He licked and sucked until it peaked and hardened. Then he bit down none too gently on the hard nub. Adam groaned loudly and dug his short nails into Kris’ scalp as he cradled Kris’ head to his chest.
Kris moaned at the sensation and made a winding path of kisses back to Adam’s mouth. “Love you,” he said before diving back in for a hungry, hurried kiss that was all tongue and teeth. He rolled his hips down against Adam’s, both of them moaning at the friction. “Need you… want you…”
“Take what you want, Kris,” Adam said, his hands rubbing over Kris’ back and neck. “I’m yours, all yours, use me.”
Kris looked into Adam’s eyes for a moment, saw the trust and the obvious lust, and knew that Adam’s offer was serious. But he didn’t know what to do. He’d never even experimented with another guy before. Adam was his first everything. “I don’t know what to do,” he said quietly.
Adam stroked a finger down the side of Kris’ face and Kris couldn’t help leaning into the touch. “You know what feels good for you, right?”
Kris nodded.
“Well, we have the same parts, the same kind of things feel good.” He shrugged.
“What if… what if it doesn’t feel good?” Kris asked, his face heating up with embarrassment.
Adam smiled softly. “I’ll tell you.” There was a short pause. “Babe, I’m not going to just leave you hanging, I’ll guide you, but this is your chance to explore.”
Kris kissed Adam softly, his nerves seeming to quiet down because of Adam’s words. “Thank you,” he murmured, then he trailed kisses down Adam’s neck, stopping to suck hard at his pulse.
“Mm,” Adam moaned quietly, tipping his head to the side.
Kris smiled against Adam’s neck and continued on his journey south. Nipping, kissing, licking a path down, down, down until he got to Adam’s navel. He dipped his tongue inside and swirled it around, listening as Adam’s breathing sped up and his hands cradled the back of Kris’ head. Kris smiled against soft skin then bit gently at the pale flesh beside Adam’s navel making Adam inhale sharply.
Kris kissed lower, nosed his way through Adam’s happy trail until it disappeared below the towel that was secured at his hips. Kris licked a line from one hip bone to the other then reached for the knot in the towel. His hands hovered above it as he lifted his head to look at Adam for permission.
“Go ahead,” Adam murmured, his voice an octave lower and rough with want.
Kris licked his suddenly dry lips and, with trembling hands, loosened the knot at Adam’s waist. He opened the towel and laid it flat on the bed. His eyes widened when he saw Adam’s thick erection curving up towards his navel, the tip shiny with pre-come. He looked up at Adam through his lashes to find Adam stuffing a pillow beneath his head, his eyes dark as he stared back at Kris.
Kris lowered his gaze back to Adam’s length and delicately trailed a fingertip up from the base to the very tip. He let his finger slip over the head, sliding through the stickiness leaking from the slit. Then he brought his finger up to his face, staring at the shiny pad. “Taste it,” Adam whispered. Kris’ eyes flicked to his then back to his own finger before popping it between his lips and sucking the pad clean, finding that it didn’t taste as bad as he would have expected.
Adam groaned, his eyelids dropping to half-mast. “Please… touch me again.”
Kris nodded silently and trailed his finger down the vein in the underside, letting the tips of his fingers graze over Adam’s balls. Adam moaned, his hips flexing into Kris’ touch. “Don’t stop.” Those two little words encouraged Kris to wrap his fingers around the base of Adam’s length before squeezing gently, then sliding his hand up to the head. He swiped his thumb over the tip and slid his hand back down, making Adam moan again and toss his head around on the pillow.
Kris couldn’t believe he was actually making Adam react with pleasure. He had been so sure that he would somehow screw it up and Adam wouldn’t want to be with him… or Adam would laugh at him, which was infinitely worse. But as he watched Adam’s face contort in pleasure while he stroked his fist up and down, it gave him confidence that he could do this.
Kris took a deep breath and leaned down close to Adam’s cock, the tip of his tongue sliding out from between his lips. “Oh god,” Adam moaned when he saw what Kris was about to do. Then Kris swiped his tongue over the head, tasting the pre-come and feeling the velvety softness of Adam’s skin against his tongue. His eyes slid closed as he finally wrapped his lips around the tip and suckled gently.
Adam moaned and reached down to stroke Kris’ hair. “So good,” he murmured. “You’re doing so good.”
A feeling of pride blossomed in Kris’ chest and he sucked a little harder as he slid his mouth down, taking a bit more of Adam in. “That’s right, baby,” Adam purred. “Just relax your jaw and take it slow.”
Kris did as he was told and slowly worked another inch into his mouth.
“You can use your hand, too,” Adam told him. Kris wrapped his fist around the base of Adam’s cock and worked it up and down what he couldn’t take in his mouth. Soon, he had his mouth sliding up and down along with his hand and it seemed as though Adam had lost the ability to speak as he moaned over and over again.
Kris moved his other hand to Adam’s balls and rolled them back and forth while his mouth moved up to the head. He pressed the tip of his tongue into the slit and lapped gently at the come leaking from it.
“Fuck, Kris… too close. Don’t wanna come yet,” Adam said brokenly. With a slurping sound, Kris pulled off Adam’s cock and licked over his lips. Adam beckoned him forward and Kris crawled up Adam’s body till they were nose to nose. Then Adam framed Kris’ face with his large hands and brought him down for a hungry kiss. “So good, baby,” Adam mumbled against Kris’ lips. “So fucking good.”
Kris drew back, panting, and said, “But I didn’t finish.”
Adam shook his head. “It’s your turn.”
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