Bear and I are snuggled in bed, his front leg wrapped around my arm. As much as I love having him for a snuggle buddy I'd really rather it be her cuddled close to me right now.
It's so hard to be in love with someone knowing there's never a possibility of being with them. I love her so much and I just don't know what to do with myself. Lately life has been so hard and that only makes the whole situation with her worse. It makes me feel worse. Makes me feel like I'm going insane. That my heart is broken beyond repair. That I'll never find anyone to love.
I really have nothing else to say that I haven't said already and it seems that I can't keep my eyes open. So maybe I'll put the iPod down and go to sleep now.
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