Jul 01, 2005 22:48
God? Jesus? Savior? Jahova?
Lord oh I beg please stop the wretched thougths that Satan has layed on my mind!!!
I realize now that i'll never be good enough for anyone!!
NOT even for myself
I! can't even accept who i am
If i can't love myself then who will
Jesus you love me
I know it's true
but it's so hard for me to see when i hate me
your the only one who loves me for all that i am
and even though the darkness has been covering me
I know your struggling to help me break free
but i hate who i am
the carcas my soul lives in
Lord free me from my selfish thoughts
free me from my obsession with my looks
i hate myself Lord PLEASE FREE ME LORD BECAUSE I DON'T WANT TO LIVE THIS WAY ANYMORE
why can't i just be happy so many people are
it haunts my every thought i can't escape it
but Lord i know now what i didn't before
For it's only in your will that i am free
for it's only in your will that i am FREE
Amen