We gave birth!
i bought jeff a white long-haired chiuaua for christmas. she wiped out my savings account but she's incredibly irreplaceable.
yeah, her name is Xilla and she's three months old. :D she's wonderful.
will someone teach me how to not be jealous?
honestly.
ive had a sinus infection since wednesday, and last night i felt absolutely fucking terrible, it was ridiculous. today jeff was like "yeah, so i went with josh to this girl's house to drink and..."
and i made a sadface, so jeff was like "NO I DIDNT DO ANYTHING, IT WAS JUST FREE BOOZE AND.."
yeah, i dunno. for some reason i'm royally jealous, unexplainable really. i know he would never.. well, you know, but i also don't want him to go get wasted at a house with a bunch of sluts until oh, 4:00 in the morning.. and then drive home drunk. is that being controlling? and, i love the murphy's to death, but since they've been back it's been partypartyparty for him, just like it used to be. it kind of sucks, i never know what's going on. i know i'm bitching, but i think i have a right to after being in love with someone for three years.. maybe that's unreasonable.
i've been itching to do art for days, but i can't find my sketchbook. i can't see the floor in my room, but maybe i'll find it if i clean it? i hope so, i love that thing and i have new paint.. so..
bah. well i'm off to see jeff at work.
christmas in three days! i'm ridiculously excited.
love.!
yeah, her name is Xilla and she's three months old. :D she's wonderful.
will someone teach me how to not be jealous?
honestly.
ive had a sinus infection since wednesday, and last night i felt absolutely fucking terrible, it was ridiculous. today jeff was like "yeah, so i went with josh to this girl's house to drink and..."
and i made a sadface, so jeff was like "NO I DIDNT DO ANYTHING, IT WAS JUST FREE BOOZE AND.."
yeah, i dunno. for some reason i'm royally jealous, unexplainable really. i know he would never.. well, you know, but i also don't want him to go get wasted at a house with a bunch of sluts until oh, 4:00 in the morning.. and then drive home drunk. is that being controlling? and, i love the murphy's to death, but since they've been back it's been partypartyparty for him, just like it used to be. it kind of sucks, i never know what's going on. i know i'm bitching, but i think i have a right to after being in love with someone for three years.. maybe that's unreasonable.
i've been itching to do art for days, but i can't find my sketchbook. i can't see the floor in my room, but maybe i'll find it if i clean it? i hope so, i love that thing and i have new paint.. so..
bah. well i'm off to see jeff at work.
christmas in three days! i'm ridiculously excited.
love.!