i think i'm drownin', asphyxiated
you're something beautiful, a contradiction
i wanna play the game, i want the friction
my mom is an evil whore. i always thought my dad was the worst person to ever exist, but he never gives a shit who i'm with or what i'm doing or what time i come home, as long as i do. my mom got angry at me for going to the huddle house instead of being at jeff's, so now i have to call her every fucking time i go somewhere, even if it's to a fucking gas station. controlling? i just wish she would move to colorado and leave me here, i don't want to see her anymore. she tends to pick fights with me, because she gets off on just being a cunt. i swear i haven't cried more in ages. "god is a woman and my mom, she's a witch." she can seriously go back to hell, she'll fit right in with hitler and mr. wilson.
i haven't been stoned in a while.. since i saw taylor (which was fucking AMAZING beyond words) the sunday before the one that just happened. it sucks, i honestly didn't realize how incredible i feel the next few days since i haven't in a while. it was every weekend and a ridiculous amount, and now it's been like two weeks that i haven't felt that good. i hate it.
it's officially my longest relationship at this point. and the good news... is that this one's not going to end. he's so beautiful, and being with him is the only thing that makes me happy when i have to deal with my mom and her evil fucking bullshit. and speaking of which, mom just told me he couldn't come over. hey, fucking beautiful! i'm going to fucking kill her.
i wanna play the game, i want the friction
my mom is an evil whore. i always thought my dad was the worst person to ever exist, but he never gives a shit who i'm with or what i'm doing or what time i come home, as long as i do. my mom got angry at me for going to the huddle house instead of being at jeff's, so now i have to call her every fucking time i go somewhere, even if it's to a fucking gas station. controlling? i just wish she would move to colorado and leave me here, i don't want to see her anymore. she tends to pick fights with me, because she gets off on just being a cunt. i swear i haven't cried more in ages. "god is a woman and my mom, she's a witch." she can seriously go back to hell, she'll fit right in with hitler and mr. wilson.
i haven't been stoned in a while.. since i saw taylor (which was fucking AMAZING beyond words) the sunday before the one that just happened. it sucks, i honestly didn't realize how incredible i feel the next few days since i haven't in a while. it was every weekend and a ridiculous amount, and now it's been like two weeks that i haven't felt that good. i hate it.
it's officially my longest relationship at this point. and the good news... is that this one's not going to end. he's so beautiful, and being with him is the only thing that makes me happy when i have to deal with my mom and her evil fucking bullshit. and speaking of which, mom just told me he couldn't come over. hey, fucking beautiful! i'm going to fucking kill her.