Struggling
I'm having a hard time concentrating on writing now that my university classes have started up again. I write scenes between classes when I have the time but in general, weekends have become my best chance to write now. So expect future updates from me to be slow. I know they're already slow and I feel bad about that but I need to focus on my education.
As repelling as it is. I'm stressed about my classes as usual. I wake up depressed on Tuesdays and Thursdays and just feel like crying when I do my Japanese homework. I feel like I'm too stupid to be in Japanese 401. But I can carry on conversations with native speakers and while I can't understand everything we could communicate. So I'm usually too upset about my Japanese class to really have the energy to write by the time I get done with all my homework.
And because I feel shitty I had another idea for a fic with Jui for my vampire story. It's going to be bittersweet like the last one with him. Jui is... quite the broken muse. He'll get lots of cuddles from Kisaki and Asagi though. I would like to start that one tomorrow as the ideas are fresh in my head, the inspiration is there, and I tend to feel better if I make someone suffer in writing.
Need to do my homework now *Sigh*
As repelling as it is. I'm stressed about my classes as usual. I wake up depressed on Tuesdays and Thursdays and just feel like crying when I do my Japanese homework. I feel like I'm too stupid to be in Japanese 401. But I can carry on conversations with native speakers and while I can't understand everything we could communicate. So I'm usually too upset about my Japanese class to really have the energy to write by the time I get done with all my homework.
And because I feel shitty I had another idea for a fic with Jui for my vampire story. It's going to be bittersweet like the last one with him. Jui is... quite the broken muse. He'll get lots of cuddles from Kisaki and Asagi though. I would like to start that one tomorrow as the ideas are fresh in my head, the inspiration is there, and I tend to feel better if I make someone suffer in writing.
Need to do my homework now *Sigh*