What I Don't Remember

[write_me_a_life]

I cried pillows soaked tissues scattered
I cried for you
Every time I tried to give you up
You came back
Why did you leave?
I left because I had to
Had to leave before
Before you tore me apart
You left because you didn’t
You didn’t want to stay
Stay with me
Malicious and you knew it
You know it
Lying has gotten you far with me
Because I wanted you
I let you
Listening would have gotten me farther
But I always knew best
I knew I loved you
R e m e m b e r
Your lips on my neck
Your body trapping me
Your voice on the phone
Your smell
Your skin

Not your love
My love