lets do this again sometime.

[write2remember]

so i took my first steps of rebellion. Im getting silence from my parents which is nice, But dear god Tyler's mother hates me.

Last night was pretty nice. And just so everyone knows... if you happen to know where i was last night - dont. atleast not to my parents.

thanks tyler.

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[cyclothymic]

tyler THANKS TYLER!!!!!

I love you so much but damn i stuck my neck out for you FAR. I mean jesus i had to lie to your parents right in their crying faces for you, YOU would not have even had the mind set to go if it werent for my stupid "just jump" attitude. I dunno samantha, I didnt like this, not one bit. Now what happens, YOU had one free night right? thats great because now you get to go home, and you go on MORE restriction what you LEFT because of in the first place, so nothing got solved. You just wanted one night? was it THAT amazing? i mean it was a freaking local show and a party. Now, you go back to being super unhappy, because your parents are going to give you a TON of shit when they DO start talking to you. What about having a LIFE, what about the people AROUND you, what about seeing them, i dont even mean me, cuz we dont hang out to often, but what about tyler? Did you think about how he might like this, about how YOU might? Im really sorry, that i sound angry, im not, i just didnt like this jump. i told you the party was stupid, you should have stayed with JZ. anyway , if you read that you are probably angry with me, but i did say honesty would piss you off.

[menage]

eventually parents give up, it happens.

[cyclothymic]

lol her's arent normal they didnt go to parent school they just Do without reason or thought, they just DO which is why she gets so fucked. they wont take this lying down. i wish they would , for her sake

[fromwesttexas]

i could say so much right now. drayton, i love you man. and you have my support, take that any way you want.

[cyclothymic]

who is this?

[write2remember]

lying to my parents isn't that hard. Dont let them manipulate you my parents didn't care obviously they are just being stupid. They were only acting hysterical to get you to tell them where i was at. Brandon told me you looked like you were buying into all of it.
and im sorry but thats not really sticking your neck out far now is it?
So what exactly? i mean im only supposed to take your advice when it includes you?
like stedem said, parents give in eventually, Who says i cant go to JZ? other than that wont work out anyway, and if they give me a ton of shit... i'll walk out the door again. not too hard.
stop being a bitch just because i wasn't with you and It was possible that i was having fun outside of you. Drayton the only thing you did "for" me was talk to me and i took your advice-as a friend. what more do you want?

oh and stop pretending like it was so hard to lie to my parents, it wasn't a first.

[cyclothymic]

i never said it was hard, and your parents do care, you insensitive prick, HOw could they not, theymight care the wrong way they might not care they way you would want them to. But they care. and if i was buying into all of it then i would have helped them out a little more. I dont buy anything your parents throw at me, they hate me and play you to much. but then again you are like them so i guess its all the same to us. I think i stuck my neck out for you more than tyler at least. and that doesnt matter because you dont. thats just like us. dont think they will let you walk all over them as stedam said eventually parents giveup, yeah they will stop trying by themselves and start trying with the authorities, lol, you could end up on one of those shows as a a"troubled teen" lol that would be funny. anyway point being your shit they have put up with long enough so they arent going to take it much longer, at least not lying down. and i am pissed that you werent with me, i think that was rude,i mean you did blow us off, i have that right. I am never naive enough to think that fun and happiness could never lye outside of me, obviously since you are happy with tyler and I hope that it continues that way. I LOVE SEEING YOU THIS HAPPY. fuck you for thinking that you mean everything to me, fuck you for KNOWING. its so shitty i gave you that weapon it does not all revolve around you dear, it doesnt sometimes i can be angry legitamitally. its not always about my insecurities and my love for you. so fuck you for always thinking that.

and you will never know half the shit ive done for you dont belittle my triumphs and i wont shit on your outward failures. i never said it was a first so dont act like you got one up on me lol. i lie to your parents everytime i talk to them, i lie to everyone almost. It wasnt hard this time. it wasnt hard ever im a born liar a cheat a fake and a prick. so whatever fuck 'em