Dearest Drayton...
Fucking Stop.
You make our relationship look so poetic and so beautiful. Your acting at one extreme. Do you want me to be the other extreme? hm? sure i'll post things like...
" drayton made me hate him today... oh god drayton why do you do shit like that? Do you remember when i told you that i had to get other friends to be able to bear our relationship because you were stressing me out so badly that i was having complications in functioning? And do you remember when i finally hung out with those other friends and you made me feel so unbelievable horrible while screaming at me infront of the school and i felt that i may truly hate you and myself even more. How about the time we went to IMAX with your parents and i disagreed with you on a magazine... not really even disagreeing but trying to show you a different view and you got so pissed off that you would talk to me or let me touch you until after i sucked up. It was degrading"
but i dont.
you see thats bringing up the past. Throwing it in your face correct? MY negative past is the same as your positive past of the "good times" Since i know you'd be offended by my throwing all the "shit" up in your face, i'll let you know that im getting sick of all the "remember whens" because they are ridiculous, just as ridiculous as the bad. Good times were good yes but every single one is followed by a horrible time, times that you forget or fail to mention and i think that will leave you stuck in this quixotic state of "us" being together and being perfect. You weren't let down because you never look at the negative.
lets try being a bit more cynical shall we?
You make our relationship look so poetic and so beautiful. Your acting at one extreme. Do you want me to be the other extreme? hm? sure i'll post things like...
" drayton made me hate him today... oh god drayton why do you do shit like that? Do you remember when i told you that i had to get other friends to be able to bear our relationship because you were stressing me out so badly that i was having complications in functioning? And do you remember when i finally hung out with those other friends and you made me feel so unbelievable horrible while screaming at me infront of the school and i felt that i may truly hate you and myself even more. How about the time we went to IMAX with your parents and i disagreed with you on a magazine... not really even disagreeing but trying to show you a different view and you got so pissed off that you would talk to me or let me touch you until after i sucked up. It was degrading"
but i dont.
you see thats bringing up the past. Throwing it in your face correct? MY negative past is the same as your positive past of the "good times" Since i know you'd be offended by my throwing all the "shit" up in your face, i'll let you know that im getting sick of all the "remember whens" because they are ridiculous, just as ridiculous as the bad. Good times were good yes but every single one is followed by a horrible time, times that you forget or fail to mention and i think that will leave you stuck in this quixotic state of "us" being together and being perfect. You weren't let down because you never look at the negative.
lets try being a bit more cynical shall we?