(no subject)
well i sort of feel bad posting this seeing as there are some relationship problems going around.
firstly i have to say sorry to someone for a stupid comment i made a couple weeks back. i know it frustrated you. id dint at the time but i realise why it did. i really have to develop a sense of patience and see what is meant for the situation and what isn't. again. thank you and i love you.
If you like, you can stop reading this right here.
if you're reading THIS, then i guess you decided to go on. that or you actualy stopped now.
i wont use names yet so we'll call one of these characters Bill, and the other will be named Roger.
for the past week i have been spending time with roger quite a bit. he is another person i met at the party where i met bill. that night me and bill talked for a short amount of time and i fell for him. well i got yelled at for my stupid comment and of course to no suprise it wasnt what i thought it was. i was contacted by roger while i was casually speaking to bill not seeing any thing going anywhere at all really. me and roger got close and i havent spoken to bill in i think about a wek and a half up until this weekend. now i learned that bill actually didnt talk to roger for a week because i aparently was claimed by bill. and he stopped talking to me once i was invited over top rogers place and ihe was there.
now im sorry but im glad that happened because somebody that says i was claimed by them is not someone who i would work toward a possible relationship with. so that's that with him. aparently he's jealous because he likes me:S that's fine cause he didnt seem all that interested in getting to know me. my clothes werent coming off. claim someone else.
anyways, roger showed me a great time this weekend. i felt completely comfortable all weekend while i was with him. he didnt try anything funny with me, but actually said that nothing was going to happen. i liked that. for anyone who doesnt know....you dont have to get inside a person in order to feel good energy from them. in fact, laying there beside them actually feels so much better than sex. and you can learn much more than the different pitches of their moans and screams...(if you continued reading i must say i ddi leave a warning at the top of this message)
aside from all that...heres something i leanred....or at least i think i learned. im pretty sure its somehting worth noticing.
when you look for someone "mature" and "fun" that is way to vague. this is why. i noticed that anybody can be mature and fun. but what tends to be a better combination is someone who is mature but has some fun in them because most people are fun but are mature at times. one of them has to be more prominent. its my theory. i think it makes sense. so we'll see if im right.
that's all for now.
R.A.J
firstly i have to say sorry to someone for a stupid comment i made a couple weeks back. i know it frustrated you. id dint at the time but i realise why it did. i really have to develop a sense of patience and see what is meant for the situation and what isn't. again. thank you and i love you.
If you like, you can stop reading this right here.
if you're reading THIS, then i guess you decided to go on. that or you actualy stopped now.
i wont use names yet so we'll call one of these characters Bill, and the other will be named Roger.
for the past week i have been spending time with roger quite a bit. he is another person i met at the party where i met bill. that night me and bill talked for a short amount of time and i fell for him. well i got yelled at for my stupid comment and of course to no suprise it wasnt what i thought it was. i was contacted by roger while i was casually speaking to bill not seeing any thing going anywhere at all really. me and roger got close and i havent spoken to bill in i think about a wek and a half up until this weekend. now i learned that bill actually didnt talk to roger for a week because i aparently was claimed by bill. and he stopped talking to me once i was invited over top rogers place and ihe was there.
now im sorry but im glad that happened because somebody that says i was claimed by them is not someone who i would work toward a possible relationship with. so that's that with him. aparently he's jealous because he likes me:S that's fine cause he didnt seem all that interested in getting to know me. my clothes werent coming off. claim someone else.
anyways, roger showed me a great time this weekend. i felt completely comfortable all weekend while i was with him. he didnt try anything funny with me, but actually said that nothing was going to happen. i liked that. for anyone who doesnt know....you dont have to get inside a person in order to feel good energy from them. in fact, laying there beside them actually feels so much better than sex. and you can learn much more than the different pitches of their moans and screams...(if you continued reading i must say i ddi leave a warning at the top of this message)
aside from all that...heres something i leanred....or at least i think i learned. im pretty sure its somehting worth noticing.
when you look for someone "mature" and "fun" that is way to vague. this is why. i noticed that anybody can be mature and fun. but what tends to be a better combination is someone who is mature but has some fun in them because most people are fun but are mature at times. one of them has to be more prominent. its my theory. i think it makes sense. so we'll see if im right.
that's all for now.
R.A.J