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[writ3r]

knowing myself, shouldn't i be able to explain it. shouldnt i be able to at least give an answer rather than "i just am". it is true that i just am. im not sure why exactly why. but if i cant explain myself then how well do i really know myself. maybe it doesnt need reason. maybe it's just take it or leave it.

my greatest fear is that eventually someone is going to leave it. but why does that mater to me so much? they wouldn't be worth it would they?