unreal, the thrills they yeild
Happy Halloween!
Me & Cait went down to the city, even though it was raining like mad.
I got to meet Cait's friends Allie (sp?) and Claire. Stuff happened, money was spent, and we got some red E with a dove on it. <3
you spin me right 'round baby, right 'round.
like a record darlin'. right 'round, round, round.
We came back from the city and crashed at Cait's. We took the E (split in half, it was really strong shit.) It took over an hour for it to kick in. Smoked a joint or two... that made it kick in FAST. Went to some 20 yr old guys house, crashed in his basement while he rolled us a joint... I don't remember much, but I was curled up on the floor of the bathroom sucking a watermelon-flavoured sucker, haha. oh! but there was this cool screen saver I kept staring at... it was of a river and the water moved & there were little fish... whatever.
we left because he wasn't cool enough. whatever.
back at Cait's:
"something 'bout those little pills, the thrills they yield..."
"...until they kill a million brain cells." (do see how fucking big my pupils are?! I kept touching my face because it was so hot & my hands were so cold.)
Cait: "and I just wanted to tell you guys how much I love you. WE love you!"
me: "...zzz."
"We LOVE YOOUUUU!"
Cait: "yeah, we really think you're amazing. For real!"
Me: "for real?!" (ha, I'm grabbing her arm in disbelief, even though it was about the 20th time she had said it.)
We called SO many people yesterday just to tell them how much we them. (If we didn't call you it was because we either didn't have your number or we had enough sense to realize it wasn't a cell number & would wake your house up.)
While we were walking back to Caitlin's, I called Meggie and me & Cait both cooed and squealed at her how much we love her and how cute she was. Then we went to the basement and listened to music; told more people how amazing they were over MSN ...
Then I suddenly thought I was a faerie & darted into her shower & closed the door. I drew on the shower walls with what I thought was "faerie dust" and I didn't hear Cait calling me... I thought her voice was a spirit or something, ha. She finally found me & opened the shower door. I was crouched down near the drain drawing in the water, "It's wet in there!" she said, and I was like, "No! my wings will melt!" So then we ran back to the phone to call more people.
Aylssa was next. I think i woke her up... I remember just whispering "aylllssaaa, alyssa, alysssaa!{" over & over until she picked up. and then a bunch of bullshit about how much I missed her (which I really do)& loved her & how sorry I was that I woke her up, ha. She HAD to of known I was way fucking high.
then more melty love, all around. I tried to call Syd a few times, but she didn't answer... and then I was sad.. so I went and sat on the drying machine & stared at this bottle of bleach because I thought it was the firey-eye form Lord of the Rings... whatever.
I wrote this last night on Cait's lj:
this is nat~! I ove you all because if only you could know, I know i don
t always show it well, but I DOO! And I miss you guys so much, and I wish I had a plane to visit you. I'm SO happy right now, and I know it's the drug... but I really do love you guys.... I don't know what I'd do with out you 'cause you all make me feel so amazing and I love you all.
I type bad because i cant' see... but teh light turned blue & pink. It was like going into the sun, but I didn't melt.
melty love, you know it. You guys make me happy.
\OK I'm gonna go ride the metal thing... with the spiral because you to see it & love.
love.... l;ove is eveything and I wish I ciould give it all to you.
ok
melty love, all around. <3
Me & Cait went down to the city, even though it was raining like mad.
I got to meet Cait's friends Allie (sp?) and Claire. Stuff happened, money was spent, and we got some red E with a dove on it. <3
you spin me right 'round baby, right 'round.
like a record darlin'. right 'round, round, round.
We came back from the city and crashed at Cait's. We took the E (split in half, it was really strong shit.) It took over an hour for it to kick in. Smoked a joint or two... that made it kick in FAST. Went to some 20 yr old guys house, crashed in his basement while he rolled us a joint... I don't remember much, but I was curled up on the floor of the bathroom sucking a watermelon-flavoured sucker, haha. oh! but there was this cool screen saver I kept staring at... it was of a river and the water moved & there were little fish... whatever.
we left because he wasn't cool enough. whatever.
back at Cait's:
"something 'bout those little pills, the thrills they yield..."
"...until they kill a million brain cells." (do see how fucking big my pupils are?! I kept touching my face because it was so hot & my hands were so cold.)
Cait: "and I just wanted to tell you guys how much I love you. WE love you!"
me: "...zzz."
"We LOVE YOOUUUU!"
Cait: "yeah, we really think you're amazing. For real!"
Me: "for real?!" (ha, I'm grabbing her arm in disbelief, even though it was about the 20th time she had said it.)
We called SO many people yesterday just to tell them how much we them. (If we didn't call you it was because we either didn't have your number or we had enough sense to realize it wasn't a cell number & would wake your house up.)
While we were walking back to Caitlin's, I called Meggie and me & Cait both cooed and squealed at her how much we love her and how cute she was. Then we went to the basement and listened to music; told more people how amazing they were over MSN ...
Then I suddenly thought I was a faerie & darted into her shower & closed the door. I drew on the shower walls with what I thought was "faerie dust" and I didn't hear Cait calling me... I thought her voice was a spirit or something, ha. She finally found me & opened the shower door. I was crouched down near the drain drawing in the water, "It's wet in there!" she said, and I was like, "No! my wings will melt!" So then we ran back to the phone to call more people.
Aylssa was next. I think i woke her up... I remember just whispering "aylllssaaa, alyssa, alysssaa!{" over & over until she picked up. and then a bunch of bullshit about how much I missed her (which I really do)& loved her & how sorry I was that I woke her up, ha. She HAD to of known I was way fucking high.
then more melty love, all around. I tried to call Syd a few times, but she didn't answer... and then I was sad.. so I went and sat on the drying machine & stared at this bottle of bleach because I thought it was the firey-eye form Lord of the Rings... whatever.
I wrote this last night on Cait's lj:
this is nat~! I ove you all because if only you could know, I know i don
t always show it well, but I DOO! And I miss you guys so much, and I wish I had a plane to visit you. I'm SO happy right now, and I know it's the drug... but I really do love you guys.... I don't know what I'd do with out you 'cause you all make me feel so amazing and I love you all.
I type bad because i cant' see... but teh light turned blue & pink. It was like going into the sun, but I didn't melt.
melty love, you know it. You guys make me happy.
\OK I'm gonna go ride the metal thing... with the spiral because you to see it & love.
love.... l;ove is eveything and I wish I ciould give it all to you.
ok
melty love, all around. <3