my biggest mistake
i made the biggest mistake of my life recently. first of all, i lost a friend of mine due to my own misplaced idea of duty. then because of my belief that i was horrible and would only destroy those who cared about me. i broke up with the one person i never wanted to hurt. so now i sit here alone with my pride and try to harden my heart so i never have to feel pain again. i never want to feel again. for those out there i have hurt all i can say is i'm sorry. i tried eliminate my pain and only caused more. i was right. i am a worthless human being.