[Private] [Ohoho, you found a secret entry.] [GS4 Spoilers]
I have to get this out somewhere. There's... too much to think about. I can't sleep. I've been drinking--I've been drunk--for the good part of this week. Heh, I can't get much lower than this, can I?
I don't want to talk to anyone else about it. I can't trust... no. I don't want to burden anyone else with this. Not yet. So I'm going to write it all out in a stupid online journal.
Dammit. Dammit.
Everything I've worked for up to this point. Everyone who's put their trust in me...
What's Maya going to think? Pearls? Edgeworth? God, Edgeworth.
I'm sorry, you guys.
Stupid, stupid, stupid! I nearly had an innocent person found guilty! I submitted something I didn't check properly. How many times did everyone warn me about that? And just like they said... my luck finally ran out, I fell right into the trap. And whose... I don't know. I don't know.
The inquiry was a mess.
I felt... I felt like I was in fourth grade again. The look on everyone's faces was the exact same. I haven't forgotten anything at all about that day, I guess.
I guess there was a couple of differences: this time I fought. This time I didn't cry like an idiot. This time I almost knew what to say. I did submit the evidence, and that's grounds for a penalty, but I didn't... I didn't fabricate it.
Why am I writing all of this out, anyway?
...Because no one believed me.
No, one person did. I think. Kristoph Gavin... Why did he stand up for me? I don't know him, and he's...
I need to talk to him.
I need to do a lot of things.
Whoever did it is still out there. I have to find out who. I have to turn this situation around. I have to think out of the box and get all of this straightened out...
Because that's what I always do... right?
I don't want to talk to anyone else about it. I can't trust... no. I don't want to burden anyone else with this. Not yet. So I'm going to write it all out in a stupid online journal.
Dammit. Dammit.
Everything I've worked for up to this point. Everyone who's put their trust in me...
What's Maya going to think? Pearls? Edgeworth? God, Edgeworth.
I'm sorry, you guys.
Stupid, stupid, stupid! I nearly had an innocent person found guilty! I submitted something I didn't check properly. How many times did everyone warn me about that? And just like they said... my luck finally ran out, I fell right into the trap. And whose... I don't know. I don't know.
The inquiry was a mess.
I felt... I felt like I was in fourth grade again. The look on everyone's faces was the exact same. I haven't forgotten anything at all about that day, I guess.
I guess there was a couple of differences: this time I fought. This time I didn't cry like an idiot. This time I almost knew what to say. I did submit the evidence, and that's grounds for a penalty, but I didn't... I didn't fabricate it.
Why am I writing all of this out, anyway?
...Because no one believed me.
No, one person did. I think. Kristoph Gavin... Why did he stand up for me? I don't know him, and he's...
I need to talk to him.
I need to do a lot of things.
Whoever did it is still out there. I have to find out who. I have to turn this situation around. I have to think out of the box and get all of this straightened out...
Because that's what I always do... right?