Renewal
It's March, so it's just about spring cleaning time, I guess. I've always been a slacker when it comes to tidying up... no surprise there. (Anyone want to help me out? Tru? Maya? Pearls? ...Anybody?)
I think I'm going to make a visit to the office today, dust everything off. Make sure Charley's watered. Get that toilet cleaned out there, too. Speaking of which...
Okay, now that the one here's polished up--
Speaking about cleaning up... talking with a friend the other day, I realized that I've been getting a little too comfortable with the way I am right now. To some degree, being restless and unsatisfied is something we need... To remember that there's something we're working towards, something we haven't reached yet. It makes us want to do more, to be more, right? Or at least to keep on going.
There's nothing to be proud of about my current state... and it's been hard to admit that. I was almost complacent for a while there... and I wonder if I should feel ashamed.
Without a goal--some larger, overarching thing I can work towards accomplishing... what am I, really?
I've been drifting. And I need to draw on those around me to push forward rather than mull around listlessly. Gotta get cleaning; gotta get a move on.
Oh, Tru. I picked up a cake from the store when I went to get groceries. You can have a few slices when you come back from school and read this. (Save some room for dinner, though!)
I think I'm going to make a visit to the office today, dust everything off. Make sure Charley's watered. Get that toilet cleaned out there, too. Speaking of which...
Okay, now that the one here's polished up--
Speaking about cleaning up... talking with a friend the other day, I realized that I've been getting a little too comfortable with the way I am right now. To some degree, being restless and unsatisfied is something we need... To remember that there's something we're working towards, something we haven't reached yet. It makes us want to do more, to be more, right? Or at least to keep on going.
There's nothing to be proud of about my current state... and it's been hard to admit that. I was almost complacent for a while there... and I wonder if I should feel ashamed.
Without a goal--some larger, overarching thing I can work towards accomplishing... what am I, really?
I've been drifting. And I need to draw on those around me to push forward rather than mull around listlessly. Gotta get cleaning; gotta get a move on.
Oh, Tru. I picked up a cake from the store when I went to get groceries. You can have a few slices when you come back from school and read this. (Save some room for dinner, though!)