time to re-evaluate my EVERYTHING
ok well i was pissed off most of the day. Mikey was suppost to come stay the night with me sunday night, comming by a few hours after i got off work...well he finally gets online (i had been calling him) and says he was in gville all day with his family and left his phone in the car, and that he was tired and was going to bed, that he wasnt comming over and he would come over sometime after 10am monday. WELL he never shows up, nor does he call. i call him to see what is going on and he never answers.
i finally recieved a VM from him arround 650 when i was at work, saying he went sheet shopping with his mom since his new bed comes in tomorrow, he will talk to me later. i call him back, and we talk for a few, and hes like "whats wrong" im like what the fuck do you think is wrong! i told him i was upset with him for not letting me know he wasnt comming, i didnt like it that he didnt show up, but him not calling was worse. this really was his last chance. i havnt seen him in 2 weeks, hes already disapeared on me once. there are a few things that bother me about him, but i can talk to him and we can work them out. BUT the things i will not stand are the disapearing act, not keeping appointments, and lack of communication. i told him earlier when i called to be online at 1130 and i would talk to him about all this, he gets on at 1030 and messages me while im still at work and is like "i have to go to bed, ill talk to you in a few days".
so i guess he is out of the picture now, free to find me a new guy. i saw Josh online earlier, we talked for a lil while. i vented to him a lil, felt better. i told him i LIKE Kevin...idk if that was a good idea or not. oh well, i prolly have NO chance with Kev at all...even though i want to try. idk maybe if Kev and i can actually meet up and hang out, something will happen. i miss my friends =(
i finally recieved a VM from him arround 650 when i was at work, saying he went sheet shopping with his mom since his new bed comes in tomorrow, he will talk to me later. i call him back, and we talk for a few, and hes like "whats wrong" im like what the fuck do you think is wrong! i told him i was upset with him for not letting me know he wasnt comming, i didnt like it that he didnt show up, but him not calling was worse. this really was his last chance. i havnt seen him in 2 weeks, hes already disapeared on me once. there are a few things that bother me about him, but i can talk to him and we can work them out. BUT the things i will not stand are the disapearing act, not keeping appointments, and lack of communication. i told him earlier when i called to be online at 1130 and i would talk to him about all this, he gets on at 1030 and messages me while im still at work and is like "i have to go to bed, ill talk to you in a few days".
so i guess he is out of the picture now, free to find me a new guy. i saw Josh online earlier, we talked for a lil while. i vented to him a lil, felt better. i told him i LIKE Kevin...idk if that was a good idea or not. oh well, i prolly have NO chance with Kev at all...even though i want to try. idk maybe if Kev and i can actually meet up and hang out, something will happen. i miss my friends =(